“love”

Imagine the softest white ermine – laying over my heart like the fresh exudate that naturally Band-Aids an abrasion. With this is a feeling of deep protection, safety and at-one-ness (atonement), holding me like gently peaked meringue. [I would have run from it like lightening in the past

L.D. #5

So, having not seen my L.D. face-to-face by the deadline stated in my “very specific” note, I've been listening to many sessions from Hypnosisdownloads.com, to loosen my phantom lover.  They feel calming and effective, at least seem so on day 2. Tools to get perspective, so in ten years I’ll think, “what a trip”! The…

Letting Go, or Trying to…again (L.D.# 4)

I’ve tried to let the Love Daemon Entity go with banishing rituals, over a thousand dollars in therapy bills, and yet, here I am 10 months later still possessed by a spirit with eyes. Ugh, it fills me with passionate love, sadness, and desperate longing- often several times a day- that is where the terrible part comes in; it has been very distracting even when I’m doing other stuff, not unlike having a tic.