“The twin flame concept is a delusion, I give up I created it all in my head I’m crazy. How can I unbrainwash myself and stop thinking about him?” I read this on Quora – here is my published response: “I felt this way for about two years after my ‘event’ of a man I…… Continue reading Twin Flame (L.D. #13.3)
Keys to the spiral path
#Whenever someone says a thing can’t be done- yet feels important to you, and you get a rise out of it, even if their limited mind can’t see a way, there is- and you will. #If you notice something and immediately a idea, thought, or sensation comes to you, “I don’t want to do…… Continue reading Keys to the spiral path
To Bake a Cake – or not.
To bake a cake or not, As in be allowed to choose whom to share one’s heart’s vocation and pleasure, Is a question I’m asking for a friend. When a purveyor feels resistance to a customer’s proposal – Ostensibly from heart-based emotions, but could be “lower”, Do you think s/he will celebrate while s/he creates…… Continue reading To Bake a Cake – or not.
Zayin and Happy Juneteenth!
Zayin, ז, is the seventh letter of the Hebrew alphabet. It looks like Vau with backwards baseball cap. Zayin means sword weapon (we-a-pon or we ap(p) on) in Hebrew and is shaped like a sword. It has ‘blade’ Vau ו and a hilt. It is wielded and willed by the heart governed by brain, with…… Continue reading Zayin and Happy Juneteenth!
Scouting report on my Ghostly Interloper (LD #13.2)
Thought you might like my little update. A question- what do you think of this ongoing ghostly entity who keeps loving on me?! (without my permission!) While I realize, as in gradually come to know and understand, this projection/ dream, which I experience as intrusive “possession” stemming from a Reiki event over three years ago,…… Continue reading Scouting report on my Ghostly Interloper (LD #13.2)
Dearest Little One[1],(five years later)
I am so sorry your family of origin- your mother and/or your father, were unwilling or unable to take proper care of you. That seems very sad to me. I too, had parents who were unable to properly care for me I lost my mother to mental illness when I was ~four and father (from…… Continue reading Dearest Little One[1],(five years later)
The (living) Death Eaters[1]- a diatribe and tribute to Memorial Day[2]
There is a culture of G-d’s children Trained to eat death as a steady diet. They have to, until now – their hearts are ripped out. This is and they are, the definition of cor-ruption. They are the world’s true vampires. Sometimes, quickly, sometimes, slowly – but always with perseverance; their hearts bleed from teachings…… Continue reading The (living) Death Eaters[1]- a diatribe and tribute to Memorial Day[2]
Feeling shafted
As I once again pour my heart out onto my computer after writing for hours on paper, I note dismally, my stats are “down” not “up” as I’d hoped they’d be. That is, compared with a couple of years ago, my readership is dwindling. It never was, very robust. Well there was one time in…… Continue reading Feeling shafted
One’s wave form of self- using a candle as metaphor
In the following essay I’ll describe nurturance of one’s waveform of self – using the analogy of a healthy candle flame for one’s ‘inner child[1]’ spirit. Our form, the result of photons both reflected and emitted – expresses our state of health from the inside out. Our ‘inner child’ is the being at our core…… Continue reading One’s wave form of self- using a candle as metaphor
Anatomy of a Fentanyl Overdose
My son’s sweet childhood friend is currently in the hospital – brain dead on life support. While his heart is beating and skin is warm, he’s in a suspended state of “feeling” with no discerning brain. Without that – his e-motions are gone. No passions can arise; he but receives from outside. You could think…… Continue reading Anatomy of a Fentanyl Overdose