My food allergy story

I’ve had skin sensitivities since I was a kid - none so stressful I went to any doctor except, when I had poison ivy - all over my face and body - that swelled my lids shut. 'They' said I probably got in some smoke or something despite trying to avoid it while out in…

Yod and His friends Vau, Dalet, and Zain

IAM (a little Kabbalah) For me, first is Yod,‘who’ is heartily defining.A twinkling starOf the Invisible’s signs. Yod starts out as solitary dot-reaching to us faintlyWhile deep in our dream state.Blinking as always. He leads Tetragrammaton,that is His calling.Yod’s dot you see,is face without yet body. His head, neck and shoulders though,gather with continued summoning.He…

“Evil” is live spelled backwards

As in sum of our lives- Marked by gold spiral Is Measured against G-d’s Holy Light which way floats your merkaba? * How many crystals and entity goblins are 'twixt you and His Sight of brilliance? * What is left over will, like the Terminator coalesce and again incarnate. Sorry; there's no escaping it. That's…

Twelve Steps and “The Promises”

1.We admitted we were powerless over (name your poison)-that our lives had become unmanageable. 2.Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. 3.Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him. 4.Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. 5.Admitted to…

A Musing about my Love Angel [1]

Sometimes I wonder what I would do if ‘he’ showed up here, actually? He could one day, I’m ~ sure of it. AS if I could be sure of anything, that is. Which really is nothing[2]. Anyway what if he did, would I need to make a big fuss about it? Broadcast and cash in…

Scary Malefics

It doesn’t fail to annoy me- the constant references to “Mercury retrogrades”, squares and all references to the challenge planets of Saturn, Neptune, Uranus, and Pluto by astrologers; they create much drama and fear that's unnecessary. These outer planets represent larger perspectives that stress us- and ruffle our individual sovereign self. We’ve only been aware…

Revisiting the Snake G-ddess

One thing I learned when I went to visit the Snake G-ddess was about focus of mission.  From the very beginning, I had to submit to lying down on at her writhing snake entrance,[1] they were there en masse, in a version of coherence- as they individually made up her body....Really we all did, as…