Imagine you as entity, whole in the womb. Embryo enjoined into vessel of being but yet unawakened, without breath, sparkless. [1] Also not yet named in one’s inner ear clearly, Nor until now did a parent look you in the eye when saying your combination of vowels and consonants. Growing in and with your mother’s…
“Scouting report”. (L.D. #10)
This is basically a “scouting report” about my ongoing possession by my Love Daemon-Angel. Maybe I should call him a de-mangler. Either way for now, it’s L.D-A. , for short. I left another note on his car. * This one was a card with an elephant holding an umbrella whilst a tiny mouse danced on…
A Musing about my Love Angel (L.D. #9)[1]
Sometimes I wonder what I would do if ‘he’ showed up here, actually? He could one day, I’m ~ sure of it. AS if I could be sure of anything, that is. Which really is nothing[2]. Anyway what if he did, would I need to make a big fuss about it? Broadcast and cash in…
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Lamed ל
The path of Lamed ל is our experience of day-to-day decisions we make to stay in our commitments towards those we love; our corpus of family. Could be pronounced La’ med, l’ame d, or lamed- the latter like caused an ouch. With Lamed’s ל path, as our truths unfold, we may feel a bit lamed,…
Stoop-ed
When did you forget to look up? Can you remember the last time you got to be fool, and yet, there was someone there looking out or after you? When was the last time someone snapped, 'look out where you’re going', with your gaze lowered down? * Over time, our chins dip and shoulders curve…
Qoph ק, Shin ש and Teth ט
Spelled multiple ways - Kuf, Qof, too, is our quality of Yeztiratic boson energy self – our Nape –where “He” whispers to us. Qoph ק has planted Vau ו with a descending winding structure wrapping ever nearer. Qoph ק sits at the bottom of Kabbalah’s tree– on the pillar of Force. Of spirit, but self…
Wants
It is said we cannot excel at more than eight things at once – the octopus hasn’t ten arms. We have our foundational four of needs, and the other four we get to choose. At least to create a stable executive structure, which "8" is in Chinese numerology. It serves us to choose to focus…
“Love”
***** Love, L-O-V-E, is a sensation of coherence experienced when Vau, our inner heart’s being, is aligned and strong- with another’s heart chakra- be it baby or lover. Love is sparked by locality- being in a physical room together- and touch is involved. * L-O-V-E is Lamed- Samech (ס for O) shape but in English,…
Elimination
Elimination is Letting go, Releasing- Evacuating stool and whatever no longer serves our highest and greatest good, anymore. [1] * Stool- is our dross - our shed goo residue. It does not mean so to offend and is a living being. Under healthy conditions, stool is completely recyclable. Please consider stool to be a friend,…
Consumption
***** With consumption,. We open mouths to receive tastes and textures as we ingest food from plant and animal kingdom[1]as fuel for our mitochondria energy bodies of moving electrons- our flame of self. * Strong fires need fuel, oxygen, and spark-if they go out. **** In the wild, food continues to be eaten – browsed…