Edited version of “the Accident”

‘Just found out this morning, my ex- got into a terrible bike traffic accident- after flying 20 feet - "like Superman", crash landed. He broke both kneecaps, got a big gash on his shin, and dislocated his dominant hand ring finger.[1] I burst into tears To tell you truth, I continue to cry throughout the…

Jasmine

Jasmine has a sweet aroma, delicate and intensely floral. Without citrus or bergamot though has a musky undernote. * Enamored by the idea of fragrant garden in moonlight, And loving glossy vining evergreen, I keep trying to have one cultivated. * After my third or fourth attempt, I’ve finally got one that seems to be…

A Quick F/U[1]

Working on another flower essay; trying to bring it from garble. Here I'm presenting a brief follow up. Though I am toying with sharing an altogether different L.D. story; already written...but do I dare publish it? Meanwhile, chores are demanding as my housekeeper quit.[2] Our rupture was precipitated by both the new kitchen, and yes,…

Welcome spirit (AEIOU#2)

Imagine you as entity, whole in the womb. Embryo enjoined into vessel of being but yet unawakened, without breath, sparkless. [1] Also not yet named in one’s inner ear clearly, Nor until now did a parent look you in the eye when saying your combination of vowels and consonants. Growing in and with your mother’s…

Lamed  ל

The path of Lamed ל is our experience of day-to-day decisions we make to stay in our commitments towards those we love; our corpus of family. Could be pronounced La’ med, l’ame d, or lamed- the latter like caused an ouch. With Lamed’s ל path, as our truths unfold, we may feel a bit lamed,…

Qoph ק, Shin ש and Teth ט

Spelled multiple ways - Kuf, Qof, too, is  our  quality of Yeztiratic boson energy self – our Nape –where “He” whispers to us. Qoph ק has planted Vau ו with a descending winding structure wrapping ever nearer. Qoph ק sits at the bottom of Kabbalah’s tree– on the pillar of Force. Of spirit, but self…

What is being deserving and entitled?

To be deserving and entitled are two words used quite a lot not always in a healthy or productive way. Let’s start with “entitle”. This is spoken “n-title”, as spelled[1] to our hive mind senses, as nun- from infinite oneness–title : Tau-Yod-Tau (ת׳ת).  One’s personal Kabbalah (ת) inspired (׳) and in alignment with our earthed…

More Light and Levity: Tau, Chet, and Heh

ת, ח, ה are very similar looking to the untrained eye, and according to modern typeset. At first glance, all three seem to be made of Vau, ו, and Dalet, ד, squished together like concertina. This is true (almost) for Tau ת and Heh ה, But Chet ח, you will see, is not the same.…