“For the last four years, including today, I’ve been haunted by a love daemon. Actually it seems to be the energy body of a man I did Reiki on (All Saint’s day 2019) That happened to coincide with a month earlier my husband asking for a divorce after 26 years of ho-hum, mostly very lonely…… Continue reading Comment on ‘possession’ submitted, not published by the New York Times
Category: kundalini awakening
Scouting report on my Ghostly Interloper (LD #13.2)
Thought you might like my little update. A question- what do you think of this ongoing ghostly entity who keeps loving on me?! (without my permission!) While I realize, as in gradually come to know and understand, this projection/ dream, which I experience as intrusive “possession” stemming from a Reiki event over three years ago,…… Continue reading Scouting report on my Ghostly Interloper (LD #13.2)
A Musing about my Love Angel (L.D. #9)[1]
Sometimes I wonder what I would do if ‘he’ showed up here, actually? He could one day, I’m ~ sure of it. AS if I could be sure of anything, that is. Which really is nothing[2]. Anyway what if he did, would I need to make a big fuss about it? Broadcast and cash in…… Continue reading A Musing about my Love Angel (L.D. #9)[1]
Qoph ק, Shin ש and Teth ט
Spelled multiple ways – Kuf, Qof, too, is our quality of Yeztiratic boson energy self – our Nape –where “He” whispers to us. Qoph ק has planted Vau ו with a descending winding structure wrapping ever nearer. Qoph ק sits at the bottom of Kabbalah’s tree– on the pillar of Force. Of spirit, but self…… Continue reading Qoph ק, Shin ש and Teth ט
Love is
Perhaps this is a law of manifestation from the energetic being of spirit- In order to become denser, our spirit spirals right and left as we are cleaved into dyad. Splitting our flame into separateness, when previously there was one. In answering love’s call to creation. We must be ‘man’ and ‘woman’. you can’t create…… Continue reading Love is
Lightness of Being
Sometimes ~ 5-10 times a day, mostly depending on how long it’s been since I went to see him, I’ll be busying myself with a little chore like folding laundry or tidying[1], doing ballet, or with a big project like building the cedar shed and potting bench I just finished- whatever, unless I’m actively engaged…… Continue reading Lightness of Being
Tea to soften
The intensity of the forbidden is building in my life, some days it feels like a tsunami of pressure – at least there was one in my dreams. So I offer the following, as a way to calm (my) ideas. My Introduction to a Tea Ceremony (of sorts). Once, I got some Tea Forte in…… Continue reading Tea to soften
AMA – a mystical perspective (Ayurveda part 3)
[ here we are in that time of Lent, but I have disclaimer. Every birthday for me, falls right in the middle of Lent and when traditionally there would be little fresh fruit. Parties and expected pleasures are generally muted. Maybe why, I do love a good party -am I entitled? To have excuse to…… Continue reading AMA – a mystical perspective (Ayurveda part 3)
Medicine
“Medicine and medication are two different things. One uses word or a sense to heal, the other, a thing.”