Love is

Perhaps this is a law of manifestation

from the energetic being of spirit-

In order to become denser, our spirit spirals

right and left as we are cleaved into dyad.

Splitting our flame into separateness, when previously there was one.

In answering love’s call to creation.

We must be ‘man’ and ‘woman’.

 you can’t create from equality and surfeit- from being the same chakra strengths.

inequality is a necessity for invention. There must be a chaffing and then a problem to be solved;

a resource to be found.

Two heads are better than one, when you’re planning outcomes that take into consideration, both parties’ needs and wants for each and every decision, lest resentments build.

What you have, another one needs. Our gift’s are our personal poisons.

*****

We are all in this together.

Different strengths are your tools and

Buffer each other’s weaknesses.

(Though naturally and these days,

It could easily look otherwise- especially if you ‘recently’

Switched- genders[1])[2].

These relationships can be very immature –

They’re your mirror in Love’s image! 

Either way, there’s a fierce rawness and visceral bonding;

and pervasive sense of unconditional; he is after all, constantly in my face -still.

With Spirit’s promise of love

My response, “yes, but that it be whole”[3].

I’m just now starting to understand what that looks like

In its particulars for me.

I’m experiencing this now- a twin flame in my being.

And I am willing to accept that this is love in a form.[4]

In my case-

Vwoah,

There go my “traditional values”,

Right out of the window!


[1]I have had more than one person tell me my astro chart suggests I was a man in previous lifetimes. That is too funny. I kind of get that too, having been a tomboy my whole life. Not that I ever wanted to know. I try to preserve some elegance, otherwise I’m like Linda Hunt– all curled up listening. I’m glad I did not get a gender switch though, but then, that wouldn’t matter either if I did. 

[2]When I first got afflicted by my twin flame spirit, I went to see a psychic. She could ‘see’ our “enmeshment”-that he wasn’t going anywhere. It was my job to ‘birth’ and separate. She had seen six other people that week for the same concern. Since then I’ve spent some hours on the phone (mostly listening) to what another woman was going through. I tell you, it’s happening outside of me too!

[3]I’d placed matchmaking long ago in His hands, though ouch this really hurt!

[4]I’m 95% sure this thing is going to happen – that I’m going to go into relationship with this person- who I don’t know from Adam. Then again, icebreakers at E-Harmony are even more casual. To that end, I’ve told my family and peers. And of course being a free spirit, he can still say ‘no’ to me-then oh, well, better get my will ready. lol 

In my first letter, I said I needed “at least” 2 years (after divorcing from long marriage) before I’d even think of getting into a relationship. Yeah, about that…it is very kind of him to honor my words (and show me his strength). I’m going to keep bugging him –So far, he ignores me. I’m beginning to accept that I’ve fallen in love and I can’t live without him, actually. I told him that too, and now that I love him. Was it me all along who started it? (I didn’t even know!) 

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