Scary Malefics

It doesn’t fail to annoy me- the constant references to “Mercury retrogrades”, squares and all references to the challenge planets of Saturn, Neptune, Uranus, and Pluto by astrologers; they create much drama and fear that's unnecessary. These outer planets represent larger perspectives that stress us- and ruffle our individual sovereign self. We’ve only been aware…

Revisiting the Snake G-ddess

One thing I learned when I went to visit the Snake G-ddess was about focus of mission.  From the very beginning, I had to submit to lying down on at her writhing snake entrance,[1] they were there en masse, in a version of coherence- as they individually made up her body....Really we all did, as…

Ayin

Hi there Ayin, ע, would like to tell you more of his story, since after all, he IS very important[1]. I was a little hard on Him last time. Ayin, ע, is made from Nun נ and Vau ו; becoming embodied in Hod’s Sephiroth intelligence of names and senses.  Like a spring of water- infinite from my incarnate life’s perspective,…

Meet my two friends, Tzadi and Ayin

Meet my two friends, Tzadi and Ayin They look quite similar, but are in fact different by the ways they experience life in the house of images. As expected, the results are not the same, not bad necessarily, just different. * At first glance, they seem similar and it might seem there is equality in…

Synesthesia

Synesthesia – the crossing and merging of two senses, like color and sounds, is an interesting phenomenon. Some manifestations are more common or others[1]; these are essentially a breakdown of what would normally be subconscious processing. This isn’t that rare; some forms of synesthesia are in ~2% of the population. So far 54 different types…

Just for Fun

There are 2 things when a word or syllable is uttered.  There is what you say, And what I hear. In either case, entity is created. Vibrations move air molecules; dark matter's engaged. Words uttered out loud fall on two sets of ears – mine to whom directed, but also and always yours too! There are at least…

Tea to soften

The intensity of the forbidden is building in my life, some days it feels like a tsunami of pressure – at least there was one in my dreams. So I offer the following, as a way to calm (my) ideas. My Introduction to a Tea Ceremony (of sorts). Once, I got some Tea Forte in…

Shofar

Having opportunity to listen to birds calling, I’ve heard Big songs coming from quite small birds that are striking. I was wondering, what miracle gave them that gift? Daring to be so loud and broadcasting[1]! But then why take such risks – “You never know who’s listening”… When its nearly the dead of winter, for…

Deformity (Geb 2)

Deformity – that which is away, de-, from form. The “form” is construct of manifestation, the shape or quality of a thing or being as it relates to function- what it does. For a human, as your presented self is often compared to the beauty of those before you, or at least, if you're beautiful…