It has been 1286 days since I gave Reiki to a man and became possessed after he said suggestive comments when I was both “down” and in a suggestible state. This I received as “cupid’s arrow”- a (golden) energetic shard of entity that still ricochets. Until now, this has been experienced as an intense intrusive…… Continue reading Soul retrieval – day 1286[1]
Category: exorcism
“Scouting report”. (L.D. #10)
This is basically a “scouting report” about my ongoing possession by my Love Daemon-Angel. Maybe I should call him a de-mangler. Either way for now, it’s L.D-A. , for short. I left another note on his car. * This one was a card with an elephant holding an umbrella whilst a tiny mouse danced on…… Continue reading “Scouting report”. (L.D. #10)
Christmas Update 2021
Insomniac now for many months, I guess it’s time once again to ‘speak’ up, if you will, Hanukkah past and Christmas around the corner. All told, I’ve felt pretty disassociated- weeks turn into months with little form in my calendar. Would I even pass a (mental) status test? At this point I’m not so sure.…… Continue reading Christmas Update 2021
Our Jungian Archetypes (I’m not sure if this is posting correctly!)
I am so appreciative of the work of Carl Jung (may he RIP). I wish everybody knew about it. He is a man who really came to understand synchronicities and archetypes. He explored them for a while from the point of near-madness, and produced for us his “Red Book” and the field of analytical psychiatry…… Continue reading Our Jungian Archetypes (I’m not sure if this is posting correctly!)
“love”
Imagine the softest white ermine – laying over my heart like the fresh exudate that naturally Band-Aids an abrasion. With this is a feeling of deep protection, safety and at-one-ness (atonement), holding me like gently peaked meringue. [I would have run from it like lightening in the past
L.D. #5
So, having not seen my L.D. face-to-face by the deadline stated in my “very specific” note, I’ve been listening to many sessions from Hypnosisdownloads.com, to loosen my phantom lover. They feel calming and effective, at least seem so on day 2. Tools to get perspective, so in ten years I’ll think, “what a trip”! The…… Continue reading L.D. #5
Letting Go, or Trying to…again (L.D.# 4)
I’ve tried to let the Love Daemon Entity go with banishing rituals, over a thousand dollars in therapy bills, and yet, here I am 10 months later still possessed by a spirit with eyes. Ugh, it fills me with passionate love, sadness, and desperate longing- often several times a day- that is where the terrible part comes in; it has been very distracting even when I’m doing other stuff, not unlike having a tic.