Lightness of Being

Sometimes ~ 5-10 times a day, mostly depending on how long it’s been since I went to see him, I’ll be busying myself with a little chore like folding laundry or tidying[1], doing ballet, or with a big project like building the cedar shed and potting bench I just finished- whatever, unless I’m actively engaged…

Careless Speech

With free speech, the person with the most power gets to say them. Those with purse strings, consciously choose what is said during airtime. For that reason, “Free speech” is really a misnomer, I really wish they’d “fix” the First Amendment. Hold your tongue if you know what’s good for you. Reread the Old Testament book of Sirach, It doesn’t mince words! Speaking out of turn or rank, the weaker one will suffer.

L.D. #8 – with a twist

So after sending a huge bouquet with pathetic but sincere love note, hearing nothing, I went to visit. This was my second visit or so, in 15 months.    I went looking flashy with makeup, heels and a dress- which I can do, but usually don’t. The two new staff were nice, but a little frumpy.…

“Insanity” (L.D.#7)

You probably don’t know this, but many would judge me “Insane” for believing in a Higher Power, let alone G-d. That is, literally.  Most of the people I grew up with, especially the aristocratic and polished upper middle class crusts in New England and those from England, scoffed outright at the silliness and imbecility of…

Peace

“Peace Now” “Give Peace a Chance!”, “Peace on Earth” without specifics, these declarations make me wince. They are so non-specific as “peace” can look like anything. Please consider[1]this. What bugs you anyway?  That you might pick another’s cause distracts you (not that that’s bad, just different choice of focus). Peace, as I have experienced it in my…

“Because I can”

“Because I can[1]…” There are many things I can’t fathom, nor would want to. The cruelty that people inflict on each other… for some momentary victory, that might leave a bunch of fallout, seems astounding. It’s like watching pigs rutting out in their pen, after eating their young.  Why would someone purposely harm a child…

L.D. #5

So, having not seen my L.D. face-to-face by the deadline stated in my “very specific” note, I've been listening to many sessions from Hypnosisdownloads.com, to loosen my phantom lover.  They feel calming and effective, at least seem so on day 2. Tools to get perspective, so in ten years I’ll think, “what a trip”! The…

NO.

‘NO’ is a powerful word.  For just two letters, Its energy is absurd! NNNNnnnnooooOOOO N from nun – the energy of death, A fish in Hebrew Letting go from wherever, Your hive mind is holding on. O for everything Father and son, a circle’s completion, oneness and atonement. Finality that as it completes, Slices me…

Letting Go, or Trying to…again (L.D.# 4)

I’ve tried to let the Love Daemon Entity go with banishing rituals, over a thousand dollars in therapy bills, and yet, here I am 10 months later still possessed by a spirit with eyes. Ugh, it fills me with passionate love, sadness, and desperate longing- often several times a day- that is where the terrible part comes in; it has been very distracting even when I’m doing other stuff, not unlike having a tic.

Heroes, AKA Creators of Pyramid Schemes and Spirals

I. What is a hero? Someone we look up to. Someone who does or attained something we believe we can’t do for ourselves?! “a person who is admired or idealized for courage, outstanding achievements, or noble qualities”, from a Webster’s. Who are our stars? Who do we want to emulate? I mean, who doesn’t want…