Today we started the ‘resurrection’ light codes course with Kelly channeling (Lord) Raphael. We are asked to forgive everything – and see it as part of G-d’s infinitely great plan. I’ll be going down deep into my mystic self rabbit hole. Please know this will offend many as I will attempt to reframe whatever comes up as we go along. Truly this is a time of revelation! I can’t get away from the news even if I wanted to. And yet, even with my limited diet, I get plenty to chew on.

Channeling Lord Raphael (lord is l’ord – the path of organized and ordinate (numbered) gates to our Orphic egg- as l’ is ‘the’ in French. The ordinate way and “organized” is as perceived from our 3D time-measured reality. With His teaching (and others), we unlock them.)

While it isn’t that hard to reframe childhood wounds of abandonment, neglect, even abuse – both in terms of our actual soul’s requirements for teaching what we do and don’t like – as well, what we hope others never need go through, and ultimately to prove our inner purity persists even though ‘bad things happened’, it’s another level to reframe some more recent “newsworthy” practices such as mother-sanctioned sacrifice of a daughter for group rapes (allegedly in the Orthodox Jewish community), or ‘friend-betrayal’ sacrificial sex murders (prostitutes being murdered in “snuff” films), spousal drugging for serial rape by his acquaintances (recent French sensationalism), gassing groups of wo(e)-man and children to death (the Holocaust), witch burning (recent ‘middle ages’) and immolations (monks in Tibet), and my least favorite, Jeffrey Dahmer-style cannibalism.

What are these latter monstrosities really trying to tell us? Where is the shining light in each? Even as they are now, each participant in a scenario is worthy of their inner fractal of divinity.

Let’s take an ‘easy’ one first, group rapes. In this scenario, a girl is chosen from the family to appease the sexual appetites of a group of “holy” men (taller or whiter light beings than she) who perform rituals in a ring and then have sex with her. (Channeling, I’m getting they spit on her too.) Whether she lives or dies isn’t their worry if they are injecting her.

This is a sanctioned event by the girl’s family even though there’s resistance and mixed feelings; there’s a belief it’s for a “greater good”. Maybe they’re otherwise less included than they’d like – or have had hard times. The girl ‘acts out’; she’s ‘incorrigible’. (She’s the one member of the family/select community who acts out. Everyone else stuffs them.)

They are needing to 1) be witnessed they can still get it up. 2) Reanimate each other by ~7 times consecrating the act. 3) Spitting connects their water to her corpus.

As it’s a “she”, she’s weaker, probably darker, and certainly smaller. And until then didn’t know she was their equal. That they were ‘so happy to see her they came all over themselves’. Yes I know they really rape her- penetration if they aren’t wearing raincoat condoms feels good – otherwise its their act of fornicating that stimulates their nervous system particularly – hers, other than the tearing which might not be necessary, she will shed all that skin. And she gets their sperm! Which will give her superhuman attributes.

To make this next bit easier to understand suppose this was in G-d’s plan all along. The “lesser” family needed their “weakest link” to be sanctified by the elders.

The girl, a version of Lilith, is to become so fierce and powerful, she must be percussed (by the intercourse which feels not at all l’oving) by all these important light beings first. This experience will stay in her aura – as it was she who received, not they. With this experience her sex drive is subverted – she’ll hate sex but body still craves it. As a result she’ll need to discover an outlet for her passion or become the passionate zealot she’ll become- and she will be freed of her (toxic) family collective.

The leaders coerced and despite their words, don’t trust G-d to provide directly- which He would, had they been patient if sex with a minor was a thing they really needed.

Because they are so uber- alpha dominant even violent perpetrators, they do this to themselves too. Whatever lie they tell her, they tell themselves as well. As they have bought into the lie that men are more than wo(e)-man and wo(mb)-man, they become madder (as in unhinged, disconnected to hu(e)-manity, and technically impotent) each time they do this – which is also their path. They must turn to G-d for forgiveness – and lose all material advantage.

This creates rot in their soul – a leaky wound which no good works can ever restore. Thus they are forced to give and give in order to soothe and assuage themselves. You see this pattern over and again with the one doing all the organizing to ‘bring community events’; many are running from a painful past. They had no idea of how much ‘giving’ they are capable of- even if it’s a prison now and most certainly becomes tangible dis-ease later. Ugh, I hated treating them as a physician with my eyes seeing into their soul.

In the sanctified field, this wo(e)-man (becoming a mom may be understandably difficult), will become much more visible to the world than anyone in her collective. She will thrive in her way as an artist and be an inspiration to all the Lilith energy until now suppressed. She will become a militant leader – fighting until her death.

As evidence of the universe’s hand in all this: you will see evidence of her initiation in her astrologic chart – as well as in the chart of the participants.

It’s quite possible the same thing could be accomplished with another intense percussive experience that could have the same result without the sh’ame and g’uilt.

(Sh’ame – is receipt of l’Ove from sin (Shin ש) – non-mutual actions based on overwhelming inequalities rather than likeness and alignment; g’uilt is the result of our behavior that sickens our guts from judgement of others we respect). I’m thinking of my ‘more AEIOU’ when they rush the ‘patient’ lurchingly down the brightly lit corridor singing their full name with consonants as a replacement.https://drjenwyman-clemons.com/2025/11/16/more-aeiou-medicine/

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Sacrificial sex murder is a step more – the central hu(e)-man being, like in “satanic” Rosemary’s Baby, or Druidic rite, or Aztec heart extraction, is born to die in just this way.

With a bloody death, as her spirit departs, it takes a piece of soul from each man present – even if they believe the blood restores them – it is still hers. Her spirit is ‘expanded’, even if her body has transitioned.

With their soul loss, they endlessly receive a ‘quest’ to reclaim; they won’t feel strong without similar; over time they weaken inexorably. They wither from inside out as well as rot.

Meanwhile, she reincarnates spiritually to rekindle the quests in her collective; her status elevates in the minds of those left behind.

‘Prey’ is usually found because they are weak, inattentive, or disrespectful of themselves and others. They’ve been turned out of their houses by their father and caught in a trap because they blundered.

Because our father is a girl’s first l’Ove, once he spurns her, physically or with as many words, her soma believes she’s unlovable by all men.

[This is a version of “fixed belief” -or ‘bee leaf’ as I like to say. From then on, her ways of making ‘honey’ aren’t valued by her collective of primary “nuclear” family. She insatiably tries to repair this wound; meanwhile she ‘leaks’.]

From then on, sex and relations are superficial only. She becomes a living wraith- until the spell is broken (which it can be). This was my personal experience.

To become ‘prey’ means a collective is riddled with weaknesses. They’ve told themselves over and again that someone knows better outside of themself. They are the epitome of dis-empowered. In these collectives of “home”, “successes” are built using force, measuring, and other Saturnian face values. In these scenarios, Lilith doesn’t stand a chance! She must leave or depart otherwise.

For this scenario, I recommend the ‘souk school and adult community collective experience’ to give them more competence, resilience, and power. Eventually they will learn to ‘wow’ and the ‘leaders’ will still come for them – but for their wisdom instead- that they become even better leaders!

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I was thoroughly sickened by the tales of J.D. I hate to give him any press. But I’m going to attempt to see his stories of capturing young Thai and slight males, in order to do grisly things with them as part of G-d’s plan.

Like our prey wo(mb)-man, and wo(e)-man, J.D.’s young men were from a group that was ridiculed and bullied -where they were especially in the heartland of America, Wisconsin. They might have fit in elsewhere, but in the USA at the time, probably not. Their lineage didn’t advance based on their suggested brutality like the Viking and Hun’s lineages which dominate our US Midwest, being Asian stands out.

Asian hu(e)-mans male and female, tend not to be overly polarized as in big or small. They are often ‘smaller’ by USA’s WestWorld’s standards. Being “gay” in most Asian cultures isn’t a reason to be mistreated. So for J.D. to have access to a gay diminutive less guilt-ridenAsian male was J.D. however was crippled by his parent’s and peers scorning and naturally effeminate. His mother killed animals- raised his sympathies on purpose.

Happening in Wisconsin, singularly established expats, J.D. himself, was the same. Pictures of him show a seriously pale and wan individual who – like the ritual killers above had become ~vampiric. He needed to kill to feel alive. As everyone knows, he lasted about a week in jail before he was “murdered” by another inmate. This was a blessing for sure.

News coverage raised issues of 1)racial insensitivity by the police because they “assumed” it was a “lover’s quarrel” when the young male tried to get away only to be murdered later. 2) Gay males as prostitutes were outed. 3) Those who are fascinated by serial killers developed their theories. . .(giving excuses for even more bad behaviors.) 4) I got an aversion – thorny fascination.

What “good” can we find in this? Why did Gaia ‘need’ this to happen there? Why do I still smell a horrible stench as I did when they first mentioned his refrigerator? Trying, trying, trying (I am making this up as I go along):

Until then, most news wasn’t about Asians as individuals in general. Being overtly mishandled by their leaders for trivially standing out, they’ve developed many subtle intricacies which western culture has little idea of. While they are ‘small’ – they are mighty by their deftness and adaptability. Prostitution, offering sexual favors to another for currency isn’t against nature; to reign it in, legalize it. Use the ideas to create a new kind of upper fun fantasy. With tech today sex can be simulated.

Being engaged with each other is Gaia’s excuse for anything. (I just got stoned- my tone might change).

Be like the Chinese and have little islands of insanity – really a most visceral sanity.

Franchised venues ($$$) where you can go and in a dark room lit by candles, or whatever your preferences – white rings and stars on the floor. Have a wo(mb)/(e)-man lie down on an altar.

Let them make their chanting while they wear robes.

Men come in a ring and ejaculate on her – let it be her choice. It won’t give her HIV – she could even wear a condom mask so she wasn’t really covered in cum.

Let sex be expressed – as they are and it will be.

This takes the wind out of their sails and releases excess frustration and chi. In other words, it’s healthy – for them. Let’s them draw in safely for them and their ‘craft’.

Celebrate that others are sharing their bling publicly – and taking risks we wouldn’t .

Some of Gaia’s creatures have huge appetites for sex and power – by their Scorpio planet and eighth house placements. Trust – it is natural. Everything that is done in nature is fair game for mankind.

The trick for a governing body – helping its patch of land for which its responsible, to harness it.

Leave the durably profit-making stuff, like developing graduates from the souk school, lead the way – creating guilds, caravanserai-type accommodation, conferences, and exchange programs.

All create incidental use of HERTA industries. Wall street will have a ball playing odds on who gets to be ‘king’ and ‘queen’. See life for its real game.

Another note about J.D: keeping reliquaries in his refrigerator wasn’t enough to bring back the rush and pleasure. He needed fresh.

Reliquaries keep the dead’s fingers tabs on a lineage. Can use reliquary- like crystals, talisman, personally meaningful l’Ove objects to maintain your central altar – in your home’s establishment.

when you give these away, like horcruxes, they carry memory -of you to the person you gave it – like a lingering aroma.

Can’t spiritually expand as long as such objects are around. Cutting fingers is mafia ritual.

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Let it be – it will evaporate if you otherwise ignore it unless you ‘secretly’ (meaning G-d’s l’Ove is somewher in the plan) wish it. Draw back – see a bigger picture.

For yearly re-invigoration, let men come together, chant, toss and spray holy water on Her sacred gardens while they thrust front to back and later dance; eventually it will be the other way around. Try starting with dancing first – then later focus movements to one plane, then just up and down. You’ll et a big rush. Wear special special garb only worn there- it’ll normalize and strengthen – add vitality and spring to one’s step without any sh’ame overlay.

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For the big “H” story of bias, judgement, and hatreds, imagine you’re ‘G-d’s chosen people’ – you believe so you follow them. But before you’re murdered, you’re degraded by group shower at the end of ~weeks in some cases, of traveling by shaking shake train of Black Marias. Group showering is a trick of humiliation.

“Because you’re a Jew” it is said, over and over as elder’s explain atrocity. “. IS powerful mantra. Keeps them going against odds – which they might not really need to worry about.Their mantra is working, because they keep creating odds and resistance by their sanctimony and disregard for Semites-not-like-them. [Drop all cases crying antisemitism; Israel’s the worst offender. An example is an example.]

Mantra is helpful for keeping healing (and heeling) traditions intact. Yantra – objects of symbolism, train the eye. Both can tame man and hu(e)-men, along with their offspring, into being more dog-like and obedient.

Bathed in their brand of exceptionalism, Jews ‘stink’ to others- they stand out like a sore thumb.

Especially when a party is on to which they’ve not been invited.

Until now, they have little bandwidth or kindness for ‘others’ -not like them ,gentiles especially.

This is by design, considering where our hu(e)-manity of beings has been through to get to this point in history. We have to see what shines in order to pick up the right thread as we weave a new world together.

While Africa may have been our DNA ancestors first world – and I’d call Mesopotamia’s civilizations also first world, the USA is second or third, Jews canonized beliefs about G-d and made them into laws – for others to follow if they wished to be considered equals.

You could call them ‘first chosen’- as they do and were. But consider this, 3000 years beyond Judaism there are so many more believers of G-d in one form or another. All praying to Him or Gaia.

There are second and third ‘chosens’ races too – those who believe Him to be even better. Because Judaism is ~primitive (first), it hasn’t needed to metamorphose much; it works to keep tribes together.

Unlike Christianity, which with a sect on every corner favors a broader plurality. BTW Churches are big business for a reason – they actually work. They improve people’s lots by providing a venue for them to sit side by side and pass a plate from one to another- everyone leaves feeling at least a little more included. That is huge medicine! Churches strengthen individuals.

We have to notice each other before we can stand together!

(B) Beis- house E AU (water – living coherent spirit and manifestation of emotional energy) (Kaph – palm of G-d)-(S- slithering spirit of entity) YOU (Vau) (R) Because you’re a Jew, is powerful mantra. Some see G-d’s hand in the plan -maybe to so excite my mother. The H being my first clue to Gaia’s dis-ease.

Here’s some grizzle: If the land is in need of minerals – the ground, feed it ashes- to give carbon scaffolding; Fire enlivens -spirit becomes contagious like a dopamine fix. Like when you bring and tap two phones together to transfer information, community is equally energizing – especially when solar plexuses aren’t blocked.

‘Because’ anything is an excuse – its word is a sum of exclaimed thought- that may be tangible but not the cause of a given definition of realty. Excuses are constantly subject to change. Meeting each xcus requires catering and accommodation. Infringe on another’s ‘time’ as it requires another to notice and address or in its effects. (Or so that is how I feel when first asked to do a thing unexpectedly for someone else who didn’t ‘ask’ first- really get quite testy oh well. my time is precious). We can address our efforts to meet xcuses – and use them to leverage time and measuring against people – or we can take them at face value. When I hear an xcuse – I know the person doesn’t really want to be doing whatever it was I expected or wanted.

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It will be immensely healing as we rebuild community, to have naked wo(e)-man and wo(mb)-man with children shower publicly together- in a special ‘holy water’ temple; they’d leave – and regain their shoes outside. The same for men and boys. But not apart from their parent until they were old enough to be comfortable. This would heal all echoes of body shaming and still honor the mystery between them.

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Lastly, may it be so one day there are ‘islands’ of getaways where individual souk subgroups can go and both ‘upgrade’ and meet romantically. Make the “Epstein Island(s)” ‘real’ – as in full of consensual like-minded adults who revel in similar detailed vocabulary- between lovemaking sessions. Though the details of their dexterity be different they will be mutually uplifted.