Happy Birthday to me

On my special day (March 4th). Lol, if there were a theme to my life- “March forth” might be it. Constantly rallying – from drowning no matter how hard I try (it seems) To balance many worlds at once together- ‘real and imaginary’ And yet in reality, I’m doing nothing but sitting or. Or, puttering…… Continue reading Happy Birthday to me

More Light and Levity: Tau, Chet, and Heh

ת, ח, ה are very similar looking to the untrained eye, and according to modern typeset. At first glance, all three seem to be made of Vau, ו, and Dalet, ד, squished together like concertina. This is true (almost) for Tau ת and Heh ה, But Chet ח, you will see, is not the same.…… Continue reading More Light and Levity: Tau, Chet, and Heh

Tea to soften

The intensity of the forbidden is building in my life, some days it feels like a tsunami of pressure – at least there was one in my dreams. So I offer the following, as a way to calm (my) ideas. My Introduction to a Tea Ceremony (of sorts). Once, I got some Tea Forte in…… Continue reading Tea to soften

Entities (L.D. -1)

WHAT ARE ENTITIES
“I am paddling my spirit boat. The current is gentle, water flat, and I arrange the altar crystals towards the front of the boat. I contemplatively rearrange them on the right side of the bow to make more space for spirit to come in.

Moving them, I spy an dark glassy-eye embedded near the midline. The being almost bulges and seems to want to be released. As I coax and gently tease at it, it slowly winds and unwinds like an exposed worm around my finger. It removes, elongates, and unfurls like an origami structure. Lightens in color. As if focuses on me with acknowledgement, it blooms to the shape of a bird.

Spreading wing-like structures, my entity sets forth as an elegant ibis to land on a rock wall high above. Returning to it’s perch until needed again. Settling into being a pale celestite icy blue sculpted bird overlooking the traversed watery passage.

This happens twice again. With the Beings released, my boat is lighter and guided more surely over deep waters.”

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