Insomniac now for many months, I guess it’s time once again to ‘speak’ up, if you will, Hanukkah past and Christmas around the corner. All told, I’ve felt pretty disassociated- weeks turn into months with little form in my calendar. Would I even pass a (mental) status test? At this point I’m not so sure.…
Letting Go, or Trying to…again (L.D.# 4)
I’ve tried to let the Love Daemon Entity go with banishing rituals, over a thousand dollars in therapy bills, and yet, here I am 10 months later still possessed by a spirit with eyes. Ugh, it fills me with passionate love, sadness, and desperate longing- often several times a day- that is where the terrible part comes in; it has been very distracting even when I’m doing other stuff, not unlike having a tic.
Why I’m becoming an adept (whether I want to or not)
Life throws curve balls that you really don't expect.
Entities (L.D. -1)
WHAT ARE ENTITIES
“I am paddling my spirit boat. The current is gentle, water flat, and I arrange the altar crystals towards the front of the boat. I contemplatively rearrange them on the right side of the bow to make more space for spirit to come in.
Moving them, I spy an dark glassy-eye embedded near the midline. The being almost bulges and seems to want to be released. As I coax and gently tease at it, it slowly winds and unwinds like an exposed worm around my finger. It removes, elongates, and unfurls like an origami structure. Lightens in color. As if focuses on me with acknowledgement, it blooms to the shape of a bird.
Spreading wing-like structures, my entity sets forth as an elegant ibis to land on a rock wall high above. Returning to it's perch until needed again. Settling into being a pale celestite icy blue sculpted bird overlooking the traversed watery passage.
This happens twice again. With the Beings released, my boat is lighter and guided more surely over deep waters."
What is Reiki?
Reiki channels light and love into your being. Sometimes shining light on those parts long denied, it restores your radiance and improves your outlook on life.