One thing I learned when I went to visit the Snake G-ddess was about focus of mission.
From the very beginning, I had to submit to lying down on at her writhing snake entrance,[1] they were there en masse, in a version of coherence- as they individually made up her body….Really we all did, as they intertwined with me and together, we created Her.
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I was asked to trust them. As I was just lying down, I could see It- a glowing celestial blue egg- just like the one Thoth (and Mercury) speak of -off in the distance.
A shimmery silver robin’s egg sat upright cradled amidst Her coils.
That was my ‘goal’ if you will, I was being brought there.
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It, the Orphic egg was right in front of me, “Wow”, was what I thought then! Between me and it, lay a sea of writhing. At first I thought, the snakes created it. I was wrong.
‘We don’t create manifestation, it forms from the invisible’ (boson field equivalent- ‘we see the photons (sun) and electrons (earth) reflecting’; she said telepathically.
You get ready for an idea to incarnate[2] by making space for it to happen. Reducing clutter … might look like shedding your life. It helps to go through things with Marie Kondo’s advice…being surrounded by beings that you love- might be helpful later.
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Snakes individually make their own kind of Mobius strips (essential truths that get filled out for them) while they wait for another piece of the puzzle to fit into place. Then click, your nest is made and voila, the thing materializes.[3]
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This is embodiment of the Law of Attraction.
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To my right there was a small fuss – another snake was upset and whipping around scaring everybody (making the other snakes draw backwards). The surrounding snakes (like 7 or 8) then made a nice big cradling nest, while the other one in the center spit and writhed angrily.
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Giving the snake space to come into its own element- and calm down again, so as to regain focus on the idea (egg) idea in front of them, was helpful for healing her incoherence; and a version of snake hospital. Does this sound familiar to anyone?
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I could see over the field then, there were little nests all over. Some with eggs in them too, but not very many. Lots of ‘cups’ forming though, getting ready for when they’d build up enough Will to manifest One…that’s when they form, not earlier.
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Clearly not all snakes stay on the same mission; some create their own. When they fail to settle back into the ‘fold’ maybe it’s time for them to branch out.
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Those were cool and in different stages. They were my favorite blue at the time, but maybe they can be rainbow-colored -it depends on what world it’s drawing from – earth world loves babies, maybe their color is red for thriving.
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As the snakes bore me along, I had to let them carry me. This was very hard to do – I’d rather be swimming – I wanted to take control; it was spooky to have them swim me instead. But I was consciously willing to surrender to the blackness around me. I settled down on their backs, which were many. They were beside me too- along my sides, legs and feet and felt slimy-ish.
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They did not invade me[4]; or in anyway make me uncomfortable. I knew I was there for the Highest and Greatest Good (for all beings)– or so had been my intention. Still, there was an element of yuck, I confess freely!
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With that chagrin, the next moments came very unexpectedly.
Suddenly and instantly, I was immersed in a maelstrom sea and almost choking! Deep and way out, in violent hurricane waters, I started to fear I’d be torn apart- if it went on much longer. It was so very strong; again Spirit reassured me momentarily.
[Is this how DNA ‘feels’ when it’s been injected into an ovum? Was I like a sperm swimming up a fallopian tube with all the others? I wonder- it was such a very strange experience!]
I didn’t get torn apart, though for moment felt threatened. The waters gradually stilled and then I was even treading and doing a little dog-paddling.
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After a while, a ‘raft’ of cartilage-like white substance formed there in front of me. It seemed stable. So, carefully hauling myself up, I came out of the muck. [5]
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Then, I stood up with clear joy and wonder and proclaimed loudly – “Yay, I made it”. raising my arms in a victory salutation. (Is that how spirit meets embryo, I wonder?)
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It was like I had arrived..and was becoming solid again.
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Gradually I grew longer and larger when then I became the nest and supporting the next One.
Holding ‘space’ for an idea that surely would happen.
…and then it was over. We flew back to our ‘homes’ like fireflies-free to be ourselves in our own worlds of home.
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Wasn’t that interesting? All of this was on a 7-minute drum journey with Sandra Ingerman..seems like ages ago. I was still practicing as an allergist.
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For fun, I’m going to compare that dream to the process of Alchemy –of which I have rudimentary book knowledge but lots of life experience, if that counts for anything.
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Alchemy is the process of metamorphoses – the becoming of one thing from another. Essential elements, the molecules are the same in both, but rearranged superficially. Hive minds persist – like the heart, lungs, and kidneys but their physiology shifts too ultimately.
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So before becoming transformed, you must first deconstruct. This part is painful and scary. It can’t be helped. No one likes having his or her blinders ripped off – so most of us wear extra pairs of glasses underneath those; the more glasses off though, the more sure your foundation when you rebuild, as you must and will.
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There are four steps to the process, each of which myriad (it seems). Starting with what you have in front of you – is your starting point and time zero- now for instance.
At some point in your life, you consciously realize you’re really in the muck. You’re garden’s weedy, your temple ruined, vines all over, nothing can breathe- you get the picture.
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And then everything gets worse, it feels like you’re in heat[6]with no oxygen (no air or changes); this is called the process of calcination. How this feels is – no one understands you – or so it seems. There is no space – no oxygen to breath with. Anger is a great catalyst though in time, one becomes dry and brittle with chronic heating. Emotions spent; water is evaporated. You become as if in the desert.
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Impurities, mis-guided karmic attachments, gradually burn away leaving shells and skeletons. Expectations release; we surrender, or at least are willing, to becoming our inner nature, and in integrity.
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Why the ‘pure’ thing or entity, physical plane skeletons and shells invisible energies, even form, is the next question and is the process of putrefaction. Put the whole thing back in the cauldron and let things fall apart completely.
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You will rearrange things later, but first need to pull them all apart to look at what’s needed and what’s superfluous.
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This is the process of deconstruction. It’s ugly then and you are crying. Maybe you ruminate on all your previous history[7]that lead up to this dark moment[8]. This feels like a dark night in the soul-because it is. Until, as it invariably does, you begin to see the pasts’ value and silver linings; accept the signs you wish you hadn’t ignored; now you begin to turn a corner.
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With this change in frequency, elements slowly re-crystallize (congelation) and a seed forms of the new being. Your Akashic record- shifts too then as your transformation progresses.
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After a while, with time and persistence, there becomes a sense of expansion contentedly; sublimation happens. You’re substance goes from new crystalline form to becoming ethereal. Once there, you’re a new you and re-incorporated- and yes, you finally made it! This is exaltation. But not so fast.
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Still, one must ferment – there’s a world to live in, everything to change in responsiveness; new tissues form in at-one-ment with the environment.
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The exterior is measurable; the interior not really – as long as it’s living, you’re a holographic being.
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Ideas cook in our creative inner cauldron (our pelvis) with time, warmth, and persistence. Things we create form from answering our elemental needs[9]; none arrive on this planet earth, in altogether perfect balance. Though, “faking it till you make it”, does come in handy.
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Meanwhile keep your head down[10]and get your first 10,000 hours of new you, before you can call yourself ‘master’ of yourself.
From there it’s time to multiply and project outside this is the final stage…are you catching my drift- there is a lot to the process?!
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Lead turns into gold, in the metaphysical. It is something that happens to all of us. With patience you get the product you really wanted, and not some artifact; skeletons are more nutritious than shells any day.
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This process is entailed in any transformation. Each part is necessary for ANY alchemical process. That this information has been consistently and repeatedly publically ridiculed over the years, speaks volumes (to me) about the power keepers (the ones who make media).
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Before this journey, I had seen imagery of the Snake and the Orphic Egg together, but not really consciously. I didn’t realize that She was the Snake G-ddess and keeper of Spirit! This was a drum and rattle ceremony with Native American roots, not mystery school initiation whence Thoth’s ideas originated (or did they?).
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The experience of transitioning from the backs of snakes to being in the middle of a storm was strange – though honestly, I’ve had several intense metaphysical experiences in my life, about 20, starting when I was a teen.
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I know sharing this is personal- and shares the risk of “over-sharing” (like a drama queen), I hope my communication is helpful in some way to someone.
[1]That really IS a lie, WTF was I doing going to ‘see’ a G-ddess! When you ask, you shall receive…every single time. Although it may not feel like it.
In this case I didn’t ask, I was summoned. As an MD embodying the caduceus, this shouldn’t really surprise anyone.
[2]The Kabblalists call this of the four worlds – Idea, thought, plan, and action. All must occur, for a thing to happen. Properly anyway- there are shortcuts, but nearly all of those fail without the process of occurring with integrity. Tipheret is in the middle of all this- our attraction to Divine Beauty, Awe and Wonder – and central to Christ Consciousness and embodying your Sephirotic self.
[3]I’m still feeling sure of my 95% probability of having manifested what might feel like an arranged marriage. I’ve heard no-thing really- but ‘see’ plenty of the angel one.
[4]Sex and references to sex, once the mission is decided, have no business being referenced during execution and focus. Sex and reference to personal preferences (in any way) creates distraction and is avoidable…if you choose, or you won’t get promoted further- and more likely let go factually. (No matter what you do, true love will shine through don’t worry! You don’t have to look sexy at the office!!! Besides, looks fade, body ages- what will you be left with later?)
[5]Is this, like the first heartbeat or when spirit becomes potential in baby – I think so, at least for my children.
[6]Heat is friction between two bodies; the manifestation of gas being put into a smaller container (like a piston); or when two things dissimilar bumps up together and exchange happens. Goeey stuff – like little lies gumming communications from what isn’t in synch between beings, is the fuel that feeds it. With air, metaphor for Change, associated with intellect and thinking, you can get a raring(?) fire going. Until your fuel (things to argue about) is consumed and what (or whom) ever it was, is no longer serving you. Enough is enough.
Change is inconvenient, but when put into spiral, instead of conquest, the -trickster solution is better than either of you dreamed of- and not of compromise or martyr. In fact, for any thing you dream with your heart, consider the following – imagine your dream, however it seems to you, as already happened; it’s just over the hill you see, from your inner sanctuary.
Put that image in a golden sphere or bubble – since really, having connections which is the latter, are instrumental. When you’re ready, open your door (to your outside house) holding the image of your gold ball out in front of you. To your palms declare willingness for path be lit – to your dream outcome, and then, back again to return to your body standing.
(Since we are all in every moment already, it’s become even more real this way; time just needs a window. You will also see signs of whatever you’re wishing for in your astrology chart- to get an idea of timing. It will happen though, whether you worry or not.)
[7]There are no accidents or mistakes, but lessons and opportunities.
[8]Relative to the rest of your life.
[9]Four needs elemental: Air (change/stress/thinking), Water (consumption and elimination=flow), Fire (love –any kind), and Earth (soil/home/safety).
