On my special day (March 4th). Lol, if there were a theme to my life- “March forth” might be it. Constantly rallying – from drowning no matter how hard I try (it seems) To balance many worlds at once together- ‘real and imaginary’ And yet in reality, I’m doing nothing but sitting or. Or, puttering…… Continue reading Happy Birthday to me
Imagine you as entity, whole in the womb. Embryo enjoined into vessel of being but yet unawakened, without breath, sparkless.  Also not yet named in one’s inner ear clearly, Nor until now did a parent look you in the eye when saying your combination of vowels and consonants. Growing in and with your mother’s…… Continue reading Welcome spirit (AEIOU#2)
ת, ח, ה are very similar looking to the untrained eye, and according to modern typeset. At first glance, all three seem to be made of Vau, ו, and Dalet, ד, squished together like concertina. This is true (almost) for Tau ת and Heh ה, But Chet ח, you will see, is not the same.…… Continue reading More Light and Levity: Tau, Chet, and Heh
Insomniac now for many months, I guess it’s time once again to ‘speak’ up, if you will, Hanukkah past and Christmas around the corner. All told, I’ve felt pretty disassociated- weeks turn into months with little form in my calendar. Would I even pass a (mental) status test? At this point I’m not so sure.…… Continue reading Christmas Update 2021
One thing I learned when I went to visit the Snake G-ddess was about focus of mission. From the very beginning, I had to submit to lying down on at her writhing snake entrance, they were there en masse, in a version of coherence- as they individually made up her body….Really we all did, as…… Continue reading Revisiting the Snake G-ddess
Entities come to us when they are necessary.
WHAT ARE ENTITIES
“I am paddling my spirit boat. The current is gentle, water flat, and I arrange the altar crystals towards the front of the boat. I contemplatively rearrange them on the right side of the bow to make more space for spirit to come in.
Moving them, I spy an dark glassy-eye embedded near the midline. The being almost bulges and seems to want to be released. As I coax and gently tease at it, it slowly winds and unwinds like an exposed worm around my finger. It removes, elongates, and unfurls like an origami structure. Lightens in color. As if focuses on me with acknowledgement, it blooms to the shape of a bird.
Spreading wing-like structures, my entity sets forth as an elegant ibis to land on a rock wall high above. Returning to it’s perch until needed again. Settling into being a pale celestite icy blue sculpted bird overlooking the traversed watery passage.
This happens twice again. With the Beings released, my boat is lighter and guided more surely over deep waters.”