This explains a lot about me! My maternal grandfather always dressed well and impatient. With my chart placements and home influences, I am too; call me another ‘Miranda Priestly’. (CEO in Devil Wears Prada)
From our class today I recalled my ‘relationship’ soul lessons were to express my quirky Uranus and to learn how to do relationships (Venus in Aq), both square my nodes ~precisely.
This ‘write up’ is of an recent experience I had which resonated with me particularly.
‘In our time travel, after visiting ‘the cave’, I picked up a gold pen -similar to the one I’m using today, and a crystal. Pen in right hand; clear quartz crystal in left. I pocket the latter and keep it hidden.
I found self in a ~stuffy garret. Books all around with a big desk. Papers all over it. I was writing and very impatient my tea wasn’t there already. The (my) maid is late. I had been writing intensely. Why isn’t she here yet?
Looking down there are nice black shiny, not patent, boots on my feet – newish. I’m well dressed with a white shirt, vest, black coat with tails and a tall black hat. I’m a tall man. Everywhere I go, the women are coy and simpering. Three in particular.
I left my study and walked out onto a cobblestone street. It smells everywhere like horse manure. A few doors down I enter a tavern. It’s smokey and subdued. smells of smoke and tobacco. I order a whisky. Drinking it, I stroll through the tavern nodding at acquaintances. I play a game of backgammon. (in “real” life I don’t play nor understand it; I hate whiskey.)
I walk by some “friends” who are entrenched in a game of chess and tip the board with my silver-headed walking stick – unsettling it. I break up their game. What a waste of time I think. (I do understand chess! and I’ve never broken up anyone’s game!!!).
Just then there’s a beautiful, tall woman wearing a lovely blue gown with long auburn hair. I muse, “pity she’s so empty-headed” even though I find her attractive. I go on. In my life, have little opportunity to observe women being bright, inventive, or conversational. I don’t respect- look back on or to directly. They’re not of my world.
They are intimidated by me as I’m tall, gruff, and generally overbearing and well known as a writer. (I’ve been told I can be formidable.)
My teacher is an old, gray-bearded man either a professor or private tutor. He is beside himself. “you have the gift to put ideas into words”; “paint pictures with them”, “exquisite turns of phrase”. Unsurpassed.”
My guide becomes, well you can guess, (the L.D.) ‘I’m your guide in this life’ – ‘you’re mine now.’ (lol)
In this life, besides being a Pisces, I also have Pluto on the MC, Mars in Capricorn and a Scorpio rising. WIth North node conjunct both Jupiter and Neptune in Scorpio – in 12. ‘
(When I met my ‘dragon’ who popped into my aura the minute I said I “wasn’t interested in a course about ‘dragon magic’ – I said, “fine, if you’re here, teach me how to have a loving relationship and how to have fun- that is your ‘task’”.
A few years later, I got two cats which adore me – clambering on me day and night (without permission) I wasn’t a cat person. It really was Eww, at first. But I am getting there!
See, I really did have to start ‘small’!)
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Goodness, your tall man self is a bit judgmental… impatient. That is of interest. That self did not understand Oneness or that separation is a myth. They thought they were above it all, because they were smarter and richer…. interesting.
Do you think you have met this same teacher (old bearded man) in this lifetime, in a different form/appearance? An actual human, not a guide.
JW Jennifer Wyman-Clemons49m
lol. What can I write – yes, this is me. Sorry, I have been trained too. Archangel Michael is my primary guide – coated with niceties by Glinda. Blessings to all. It was a great class!
