Here’s a reply I’m pondering might be a little intense meaning too long. It was written in response to reading posts about someone feeling crappy for messing up at work. Since I really don’t want to ‘scare’ her, I’ll probably just publish it here.

‘Just for fun consider – Each event we locally participate in -at it leaves us as it does, with a mix of sensations from being emotionally engaged with a set of pixels, smells, and auditory symbols- at the very least.

How we process the above are the result of responsiveness to these specific sensations. Each is weighted and given attributes of intent and motive(s) according to our lineage’s norms and previous personal experience.

Each episode forms a version of symbolic entity as hippocampal, heart, solar plexus along with other diurnal ticker tapes, clip and combine the inputs into woven tapestry.

A story is woven into psyche’s consciousness. Unresolved issues ‘swirl’.

Regardless of how it went, a ‘them’ ‘ is recalled whenever we’re triggered to think of it. At first these might make us flinch or wince (or maybe swoon). From our recollections we light up our inner viewing screen – and generate neurochemical feelings- the secondary patterns from initial sensing.

While a delighted self uplifts, demoralized, our inner ‘egg’ of self shrinks. This squeezes our potential- creates a pressure. We’re forced to take inventory. When we’re swooning the opposite happens- they call the latter a “honeymoon period”.

Each particular represents (astrologic) a summation of forces and forms in the situation as it unfolds.

Experiences which elicit genuine feelings use both direct senses and mirror neurons.Perhaps we feel stymied, tearful, or smaller than yesterday which was ‘great’.

Each time the waveform body gains an entity to digest and existentially reframe.

(I mean this in the most abstract way – elementally – heart YAM self and ego I_AM self embody self’s elemental and actualized fire-which is easy to snuff and overwhelm!)

Perhaps our ‘tower’ I_AM (contrived ego) feels broken and we have to/ get to rebuild. We ‘ge’t a chance to reconsider words or actions = is a version of Mercury retrograde to review and upgrade resources.

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Universe orchestrates circumstances – our mouth, hands, and actions orchestrate our reality and outcomes including causes and effects.

Language is often subtly polarizing at best; even by ‘avoiding’ any words or phrases means you’re watching for it- so you’re subconsciously already focused. This (always) generates “Freudian slips” when we’re stressed or tired.

Focus on the heart instead – yours especially- when in other’s company. Keep a check on your pulse. By being kind to yours, you’re being kind to them as well.

By our enthusiasm, which is contagious, we share our genuine gifts of our devic diamond heart.

Hu(e)-mans are each G-d, yet our mouths (and hands) subject us to vulnerabilities.

It’s so easy to get into being ‘responsive’ – instead of being creator- especially as a wo(e)-man and/or wo(mb)-man according to our (subtly) chosen society’s inculcation.

Until we are celebrated by others as much as we do “them”, celebrate yourself. Listen to yourself even more carefully than you listen to “them”. Before you speak bolster yourself with your inner affirmations. Notice if your speech is uplifting or otherwise.

As we shift gears to regain at-one-ment (in one mind) with our collective(s), blessings are often seen in hindsight.”Shifts” (even those feeling like “sh*t”) later provide opportunities for gentle mirth and insights.

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Incidentally, ‘drama’ happens when we haven’t had enough “play” time.We’re focusing too much on our ‘audience’ – peers and acquaintances and/or in addition to “needs” of the bosses.

This isn’t an aura in tatters or smudged – such as when our I_AM is wounded or insulted; it’s cramped and undeveloped.

Our fifth house ruler(s) (as some signs /houses have more than one) isn’t/aren’t being indulged in. What feels like uplifting”romance” is out of your picture. Consider it a time for a safari – or a visit to your local zoo. Go visit and observe a kindergarten class.

If your rulers are “peregrine” – unaspected without dignity, then this or these ruler(s) will make things happen ~wily-nily! Any and all can and do “misbehave” when left out of life – there is no “perfect” planet. As hu(e)-mans, we’re the whole zodiak harmonized into one.

But yes we can choose what this ‘fun’ looks like (for us).

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Even in repressive conditions there are helpful remedies you can use to support and anchor your spirit.

Like sing your soul’s song – the vowels in your full or first name (quietly still counts).

Check out colors/herbs/gems and crystals your 5th house ruler “likes”. Wear them surreptitiously; enjoy a tiny feeling of defiance.

If your ruler(s) are blocked – by challenging aspects – look to the middle points near and far between them. That gives you an idea of what’s needing to be engaged is all. (Signs are like the costumes; houses are the ‘stages’.)

Singing shorter phrases, like one name, is even more powerful as our breath’s life force (our expression of Yod’s sound feeds IAM) concentrates into fewer avenues.

So check out ‘who’ that is, and learn (and practice) ways to propitiate. Blow some bubbles, laugh out loud, dance! Your footsteps will lighten. Many blessings!’

I’m guessing it’s a bit too much- so it’s here instead.