it’s that time of the month again in the garden of Eden.

One day, after Eve’s experienced many days and nights without seasons, blood starts like a trickle to be released from her yoni vagina. Then red runs down her legs.

She doesn’t wonder, “I wonder why?”. She has no reason to fear or be concerned, because she has no memorable lineage or memory. Nothing “bad”, “scary”, or “challenging” has ever happened to her.

The first few times she doesn’t even notice it – but all the other Eves and Adams do. One by one they come from, it seems, miles around to see her unusual sight.

When they come, they try to staunch her ‘wound’-as invariably blood is understood to be best kept within a body. But it continues for a few days. They stay close by while she continues bright red but leave after their curiosity’s assuaged and they realize she’s OK.

Like all animals, which naturally they are, even if they’re really just G-d’s in fractal form, they treat the ‘wound’ accordingly.

OF course, they lick it – during which time Eve can’t help but notice small tingles of pleasure. Every once in a while Eve gets an orgasm and then she’ll jiggle a little, her head will fall back, and she’ll release a small sigh.

When this happens, the others back off – at least temporarily until they start again – and Eve’s ‘release’ is repeated.

Her flows, come like clockwork and the moon’s cycles, which no one has yet invented or bothered to look up and notice. To Eve such events indeed, seem quite random. She is blissfully unconcerned. After all, “G-d” provides everything. She is completely uneducated.

After a while, bleeding stops and all telltale signs go away. Even her hairy legs become once again fresh, clear, and sweet, because after about a week, it’s all new anyway.

Instead she’s drawn to others with menses. She takes her turn then.

(Blood doesn’t invade the skin’s natural boundaries. Skin replenishes itself ~daily -I’m not talking about her tresses – which remain tangled, “filthy”, and ratty.)

*

The only time Adam does gets such attention is when blood shows up on his skin – and usually after a strong pinch or piercing from being caught in raspberry briars or an animal’s teeth.

While this never hurts and he hasn’t learned to fear, his attentions from others are irregular indeed! With their licking, he’s rewarded for his bouts of ‘bravery’. Though of course, no once tells him anything – but do stay close to him until his “wounds” are better.

He’s “fine” otherwise, but subliminally perturbed at how easy it is that Eve gets all the regular attention. No one comes to surround them with concerned eyes and gentle kisses unless he’s had a face-off with nature. He isn’t regularly brought to orgasm by anyone’s suckling touches.

As it is, he goes throughout life without any threats. His gait is level and flexible. He’s not reaching to his tiptoes, or pushing off. He has not learned to set his heels in.

From this niggling – a tiny light shines – discontent becomes a feeling.

As his now tension builds, to desensitize, he starts to notice red less and less- becoming functionally color-blind. After a while, he doesn’t even bother to show up to Eve’s bloody displays. In fact, he could care less.

Later, this one takes her. When she’s not looking. He got a pent up, but stifled it.

Meanwhile, over time he goes on a wandering of his own, because yes, Adam does have a mind and he’s plenty curious. It is a truth he sometimes f*cks sheep – they are after all offering themselves and incredibly cloying.

He’s never used his knees to explore, let alone train them to do anything reliably and repetitively- nor his feet. He gently steps without emphasis.

Less sensitive to Eve’s condition, with his eyes tuning out red, he’s free to ‘notice’ more of life in Eden. He’s not as alarmed by bloody wounds he might incur. He’s numbed as a result.

He notices shapes, colors, and textures Eve’s not much had time for. He sees especially. He starts to look. Once he looks he starts seeing patterns. He notices and compares. He measures.

At times, as an “elder”, or unattached male in Eden who’s gone through a few of these ‘cycles’, Adam sits (with a downcast penis). Picking at stuff.

Eve on the other hand, is always busy. During her young adult hood and while she’s menstruating, she’ll have her busy life. there’s a hu(e)-man’s near her. She’s regularly uplifted by her regular handiwork.

He’s had his ‘tastes’ and while they’re exciting, they’re not novel. In time, so do the other Adams with the same experiences.

*

Adam(s) doesn’t ‘wonder’ why, since he has no mind (my nds- fun things; comes from asking the “whys”), but still there is a niggling feeling which only wells up when he gets an erection.

This gets him out of slumber- every time. Soma wants to ‘put’ it somewhere. Then he’s up an out. But he doesn’t waste it – if Eve is lying next to him. Then a quickie and he’s gone only to return at the very end of the day..

He, like Eve, has his own personal recollections of memories of life in heaven’s Eden.

*

Erections happen inexplicably but are linked to when an Eve smells really “sweet”. Then he really can’t help himself, but grasp and draw her into him. then he mounts her like a snake, widens her legs, and puts his penis inside her – face to face.

While he may have once did it with Eve “doggy” style, like all four-leggeds, once he saw snake do it face to face, he thought he’d try it.

It’s much more fun and easier to find Eve’s yielding spot. The one that’s vulnerable and unprotected – if he can just get her legs apart. There’s less chance for accidentally plugging her in the butt- which happens but seems funky.

While she sometimes resists, since no one likes being pinned down, its not like she can say “yes”, “no”, or “maybe later”, and his penis doesn’t “lock” in to keep attached- like snake’s does, he must grasp and thrust in and out repeatedly.

The first time it pinches, just a little; there may be just the smallest amount of blood.

After all, Eve is very active – most of her hymen is ~already perforated.

Without “regular” penetrating sexual activity, it closes down again, to become “tight” on the inside- even though her ‘flower’ looks pollinated. And is true, until she’s had a couple of babies – after she’s loosened up about what she does and doesn’t want. Babies have a way of doing that.

And there’s having sex, and having sex slowly and sensually; Adam only knows about quickies. He knows little of savoring.

With this in-and-out action, his excitement grows and penis elongates.

As it does, a very special sensitive part is exposed that’s normally all covered up by foreskin. This tender ~redness, now stretches to quite a long length as it enters into Eve’s deepest reaches.

(Yes, though I have not yet confirmed this personally, the uncircumcised male penis, when fully aroused, looks quite the pink thing that comes out of a male dog’s wanker.)

And then, after being surrounded by its vigorous warm cocoon, a special thing happens – Adam releases his orgasm, shudders, and is finally spent. Once he’s ‘delivered’ the package, he falls back and goes to sleep.

Because he was deep inside her when he did, he has no idea of what comes out the tip. But afterwards, he feels strangely relaxed and deeply satisfied.

Once he’s asleep, Eve creeps away to regain her peace.

Not all Eves get this reaction from Adam. She has to smell particularly enticing. Adam does find over time, he does prefer this or that one in particular.

Naturally some Eves “fight” successfully to get away- and never get impregnated- Then they’re like Lilith functionally if not really; some grow to like it – and relax. They might even kiss.

Either way, for the most part Adam is undeterred.

With the deniers, conquests are born. With the ‘relaxers’, he gains a partner to keep his eyes on and nearby.So he stays closer to her and, once he’s regularly satisfied, doesn’t notice the other Eves as his sensitivity to other’s ‘sweetness’ diminishes. He’s mostly motivated by the feeling of wanting satisfaction and bliss.

*

Most of the time, Eve smells otherwise. Not rank, but not sweet and fresh either – like she does on her “special” (and fertile) days when she emits a special aroma about halfway through her menses – she’s had her new skin for ~ a full week.

While not all Eves smell exquisitely delicious to every Adam, since every Eve, in the original creation story has her own Adam, in time they find their matches- unless they fight too hard; then they remain childless.

And those Adam’s without discernment, he herds Eves into him- and gets them all pregnant. His life is spend in endless quest for more relief from sex. Call him one-eyed.

*

Meanwhile Eve, after having had the experience of many moon cycles (of course, without her knowledge or witnessing) and a few of these special “encounters” with Adam, stops getting her menses.

She doesn’t pay this any mind, though she may get a niggling wonder. She finds she ‘likes a little diddling’- tender touches to her public/private parts- since she hasn’t lately had any orgasms from being cleansed. She learns to masturbate. She learns to relieve herself.

(Yes I did and do, to write this essay!)

With her energy otherwise a little pent from being pregnant, her behavior changes, ever so slightly. She might not notice she’s “eating for two”, since food is plentiful-and no one’s measuring.

As she swells, others who’ve experienced the same condition a few times do notice. Her nipples enlarge and darken. She seems to glow a little bit. She also doesn’t smell “enticing” anymore to Adam (as those attractive sex pheromones have dropped).

After a long time- many months, she swells so much she can barely bend or do anything. It looks like she’s about to pop. Then strong sensations build up in her lower body. Mostly these feel ~intensely delicious – right on the discomfort. With them, she ceases ambling so she can fully notice them. With each one she moves and stretches.

When her water finally breaks, there’s a torrent like she just went pee – and yet she didn’t. The inner pressure continues to build – she finds she likes to push.

As birth is easy and painless, she doesn’t draw any attention to herself. She makes no sounds. At birth, the new s/he Eve/Adam draws a big breath- while the placenta is yet to be delivered.

Babe is born covered with mucus and blood – which she naturally cleans using her G-d given tongue, until the new s/he is rosy and pink – after it has nursed from her giant red headlights.

Her placenta delivers later – a flattish disk of meaty tissue. Like all animals, Eve eats this to regain her body’s tissues. They are of her, after all.

Like this, attached, baby stays with Eve until it is strong enough to forage on its own. Meanwhile, Eve feeds her new one with food chewed by her mouth. Baby learns from her all diet and preferences.

*

Rarely a baby isn’t born healthy and intact I don’t know why G-d creates this – other than to prove faith.Then Eve carefully leaves it al(l)-one to be ‘food’; for her there’s always possibility for another baby.

*

Whilst in the garden life ambles.

Because she hasn’t eaten the apple fruit yet- Eve doesn’t know she’s a ‘she’ until these processes start happening. She just knows she doesn’t have a penis like Adam does. Otherwise she experiences life the same. She learns from things around her.

Eden is filled with other Adams, Eves and children.

Eden is always depicted as lush; land is the result of ancient volcanic eruptions. Eden has hills mountains and valleys – not at all scary; just happening. Everywhere is ‘awe’.

Even if Eden is all valley – they story suggests there’s a “not Eden” – where Lilith is cast.

Eden is filled with every good food imaginable as well as gems on the ground. The latter have no meaning to her. She steps on them mindlessly other than to appreciate an occasional beauty she can’t help see as she treads around; her kids in tow.

Eve makes her way through the high grasses and dense strawberry patches seeing, smelling, picking and choosing.

Her menses aren’t heavy as she eats little meat nor grains- unless she happens to see fresh dead flesh waveform which like everybody else she might sample a bit.

Meh, but like the others, finds old dead meat by itself tastes pretty foul and flat.

She might have a taste if she sees another Eve with menses- since that blood is ~sweet.

In truth, she’s unlikely to ever experience nausea -since there’s no food that toxic so she never avoids anything other than, the you know what – the apple. A tree with a particular object. She’d been very dutifully warned, like everyone else. If she happened to find one, she’d make sure everyone knew where ‘not to go’.

Normally, she eats fruits, tree nuts, milk, gourds, mushrooms, avocado, and even some fragrant truffles out of the ground.

Altogether they’re quite satisfying. And always available in her neck of the woods. OK, maybe not the mushrooms and truffles for that she goes to the foothills.

There’s even a little yogurt once in a while. (But no cottage cheese or anything made with rennet.)

Everything she eats is fresh technically- including once in a while insides of a tree filled with honey.

This is a special lovely treat and is much sweeter than any guava or cherry- once she’s waited for the bees to part. Because every once in a while Eve would reach in and get stung which would smart a little.

Worse she’d watch in horror as they disemboweled and killed themselves.

She doesn’t know about tart blueberries or bitter cranberries or anything that needs special reckoning or extreme environments. After all, Eden is ~panacea and filled with honey-suckles.

*

Her body is not particularly muscular, but it’s strong and she is not fat at all.

In fact she’s quite tall; we’d think of her as a giantess. No one ever told her she was weak, small, or otherwise insignificant- so she never tried to be. She doesn’t have bowed legs – no one tried to flatten or “put her into her place”; knock her down or roughly touch her head. That goes for Adam too. (Both are light- filled- until they believe in their abandonment.)

She moves from her slumber as soon as the sun comes up – when all the birds get really excited. Then she’s excited too.

Without language, Adam and Eve are mute together, other than grunts, pips and squeaks.

As creatures, they may wait and take turns – should a situation arise where there was to be crowding – such as when the blood comes from between her legs and everyone wants to taste it.

They reflect sounds they’ve have heard in their environment- whenever they’ve reason to signal. Like when to find a heavy avocado or tree filled with honey.

*

Eve could give birth like whales in the water surrounded by all the other Eves and Adams, but since birth itself starts out with a trickle of clear liquid, no one’s aroused.

Her experience of strong inner pulsations is her own – unwitnessed and unshared. Without words, she can’t express it. She makes sounds like birthing animals she’s witnessed, minimal.

Of course all this changes, once an Eve (or Adam) eats of the apple and they wake to their wild uncultivated state and s/he start noticing, measuring, and questioning stuff.

As they start “covering up” they’ve already separated, ideologically from Eden’s caring arms. Though they didn’t know it they cast themselves out.

And when they are “expelled” through Eden’s garden’ gate-into a land of unprotection – blocked by flaming archangels, they are still fractals of G-d. Each and every one of them.

The exit is but two sides with an open top. The ground and sky remain the same. they leave to become ad-ult(imate) themselves- together at a time.

G-d tells them to do or go nowhere no more.

After they leave ,they live nearby and stick to their comforting patterns.

They join others in the same predicament. They move out and along together. Without “G-d” to protect them from the elements, they build homes, walls, and societies. They learn to seed, cultivate, and harvest. They create a new world – with shiny smooth hair and whatever else they dream of. They create rituals around their recollections of ancestor’s time in the garden as they read and write.

And the rest is his-(s)tory.