So the time has finally come to when I share my inner thoughts with those who are steadfastly not in my league. These are commentators for PNAS – the “National Academy of Sciences”. Currently, with their publication, they are trying to make the argument to go back to “war on drugs” (increasing incarcerations). In the body of their study, they use very derogatory language about those they are targeting – poor, usually black, and disadvantaged – such as “low IQ”, “addicts”, and other slurs made targets by their hopeless behaviors (being ‘criminal’, in gangs, and exhibiting violence).

To my mind, even if we are all those “bad” things, we still have potential diamonds inside waiting to be educed. And furthermore, most of those hu(e)-mans have been indoctrinated they have little worth while still in the womb.

Because this group is the mouthpiece for the “scientific community”, they are the most conservative. And if you know anything about history, any man who’s tried to introduce new thoughts to this group has been laughed at and derided. Women have been imprisoned and given lobotomies.

I’ve tried to skirt around their toxicity, but that day has ended.

Don’t be surprised if I’m “shut up” or “shut down”. Someone has already blocked my “sharing” to Nextdoor – flagging my posts as ‘spam’ – and not honoring community guidelines (which ones I violated I certainly don’t know!)

Even though we “live in the land of the free and home of the brave”, there is no free speech for those who have visions- but plenty for complainers. Nor do we have “liberty and justice for all” – only for those who can pay = and their pockets are deep. Welcome to the age of Aquarius.

And the answer to “what is the sound of one hand clapping” or “does a tree falling in the forest make a sound”, to my mind, the former is akin to utter vowel sounds – they have to resonate with someone; one hand clapping is not percussive – it doesn’t intrude into the water being with soul. The latter about the tree falling, is “yes”, to all the nature beings around.

With my paltry following (even though I’ve had some viewing), I truthfully don’t know if they are friends or foes, at least several are bots. Do they keep me close like an enemy? So far I can count on two hands the number of likes- and have received zero donations. I tend to think those following are mostly, alas foes, then.

With that in mind, please know I’m willing to (once again) isolate; move to an island without any internet (though please leave me Amazon- or at least “Thriftbooks”). There’s no need to “silence” me again (like all my other lifetimes when I was ‘burned’.)

And rest assured, this is my last lifetime and reincarnation. Like the Dalai Lama, I’m not ‘coming’ back. Though I ask to be buried not cremated- let my hungry ghost roam the earth- to answer pleas and cries.

At least I can sleep with a clear conscience, and know that I tried to share my perspectives. At my age, I’m coming close to the end of my “mission”, even if it was a failure.

And as for “love”, once was enough, apparently.

Blessings. May it go well with you. All is Inshallah.