L.D. #8 – with a twist

So after sending a huge bouquet with pathetic but sincere love note, hearing nothing, I went to visit. This was my second visit or so, in 15 months.   

I went looking flashy with makeup, heels and a dress- which I can do, but usually don’t.

The two new staff were nice, but a little frumpy. Gone with the three very beautiful women he’d previously employed. The plants were thriving.

I sat down. Just after, he came in a couple of times talking to his staff very cool, waved at me while I was waiting.

After waiting 20 min or so, he came back in and went to talk with another staffer.He stood there, another handsome svelte male, and said, “hey, got a sec'” They went off together.

A loud conversation ensued. Since it wasn’t my business, I gave it no mind.

Then the nice frumpy lady came out and queried my name, to be sure. I said Jennifer, She said, ‘you must leave or we’ll call the police’, never raising her voice, “I’m so sorry, I’m new here”. I said Ok, and I left without raising a fuss although did say I was surprised, shocked, and hurt! Phew- but I forgot to give him the bear claw- a symbol of my gutting.

I’d texted him, but I guess he did block me and didn’t get it. Lol. Why bother unless he got jilted (not by me though…I promise!)

But I left and that was that. Cool, there’s a twist.

He could have said, as I am now loudly, “Get thee away from me, now in this instant” Loudly and stern. (I think in my last life, I probably was a man) I would have run!

I thought I was being gentle, really, in this case, the devil made me do it!

I thought he could tell me – something clear or definitive, leaving it muddled . He’d not asked me to leave before.

His love demon hasn’t really been pestering me (severely)- once I’d made the decision and sent the flowers though he is persistent in the moment. Maybe he’ll (literally hell) not be pestering me anymore (?)

I swear on every Bible I know, that his love demon entity form made me do what I did. Otherwise I get no peace. For the last 15+ months, L.D. was persistent and distracting- unless I contacted him the man.

Whatever. Wow. The experience for me anyway has been surreal.

I tried to leave a message but his mailbox was “full”. I sent a goodbye and thank you text.

I mean, not everyone gets a love demon to save them from themselves!

Honoring my angels, all life’s lessons are just and this was no exception.

From a mystic perspective -a kundalini awakening of sorts?

He’d at least saved me!

I know it sounds weird, but ‘He’ really did.

I like his new staff, they seemed quite nice to me.

Oh…to be a fly on the wall.

By Dr. Jen Wyman-Clemons, MD

Dr. Wyman-Clemons treats the body, mind, emotions as well as spiritual wellness using tools described by established teachers and authors and her own experiences as she experiences an ongoing sense of (loving) energetic intrusion (possession) since 2019. She has ~thirty years of clinical experience as an allergy and internal medicine physician (ABAI, ABIM) has completed requirements to practice as a yoga teacher, USUI Reiki Master, and astrologer.

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