So after sending a huge bouquet with pathetic but sincere love note, hearing nothing, I went to visit. This was my second visit or so, in 15 months.
I went looking flashy with makeup, heels and a dress- which I can do, but usually don’t.
The two new staff were nice, but a little frumpy. Gone with the three very beautiful women he’d previously employed. The plants were thriving.
I sat down. Just after, he came in a couple of times talking to his staff very cool, waved at me while I was waiting.
After waiting 20 min or so, he came back in and went to talk with another staffer.He stood there, another handsome svelte male, and said, “hey, got a sec'” They went off together.
A loud conversation ensued. Since it wasn’t my business, I gave it no mind.
Then the nice frumpy lady came out and queried my name, to be sure. I said Jennifer, She said, ‘you must leave or we’ll call the police’, never raising her voice, “I’m so sorry, I’m new here”. I said Ok, and I left without raising a fuss although did say I was surprised, shocked, and hurt! Phew- but I forgot to give him the bear claw- a symbol of my gutting.
I’d texted him, but I guess he did block me and didn’t get it. Lol. Why bother unless he got jilted (not by me though…I promise!)
But I left and that was that. Cool, there’s a twist.
He could have said, as I am now loudly, “Get thee away from me, now in this instant” Loudly and stern. (I think in my last life, I probably was a man) I would have run!
I thought I was being gentle, really, in this case, the devil made me do it!
I thought he could tell me – something clear or definitive, leaving it muddled . He’d not asked me to leave before.
His love demon hasn’t really been pestering me (severely)- once I’d made the decision and sent the flowers though he is persistent in the moment. Maybe he’ll (literally hell) not be pestering me anymore (?)
I swear on every Bible I know, that his love demon entity form made me do what I did. Otherwise I get no peace. For the last 15+ months, L.D. was persistent and distracting- unless I contacted him the man.
Whatever. Wow. The experience for me anyway has been surreal.
I tried to leave a message but his mailbox was “full”. I sent a goodbye and thank you text.
I mean, not everyone gets a love demon to save them from themselves!
Honoring my angels, all life’s lessons are just and this was no exception.
From a mystic perspective -a kundalini awakening of sorts?
He’d at least saved me!
I know it sounds weird, but ‘He’ really did.
I like his new staff, they seemed quite nice to me.
Oh…to be a fly on the wall.