L.D. #5

So, having not seen my L.D. face-to-face by the deadline stated in my “very specific” note, I've been listening to many sessions from Hypnosisdownloads.com, to loosen my phantom lover.  They feel calming and effective, at least seem so on day 2. Tools to get perspective, so in ten years I’ll think, “what a trip”! The…

NO. (LD #4.5)

‘NO’ is a powerful word.  For just two letters, Its energy is absurd! NNNNnnnnooooOOOO. N from nun – the energy of death, A fish in Hebrew Letting go from wherever, Your hive mind is holding on. O for everything Father and son, a circle’s completion, oneness and atonement. Finality that as it completes, Slices me…

Letting Go, or Trying to…again (L.D.# 4)

I’ve tried to let the Love Daemon Entity go with banishing rituals, over a thousand dollars in therapy bills, and yet, here I am 10 months later still possessed by a spirit with eyes. Ugh, it fills me with passionate love, sadness, and desperate longing- often several times a day- that is where the terrible part comes in; it has been very distracting even when I’m doing other stuff, not unlike having a tic.