Someone called me a name the other day. I had to say “La, La, La” to my self, “that’s not true, I’m me”. “Not some title they gave me”, -because I seemed to them like another someone. It used to be that when that happened, I didn’t know how to lessen it from myself. Words…
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My Vipassana story
The first time I went on a silent meditation retreat I came away more refreshed than I had ever felt- hands down. My head felt so cleansed of fears and what-ifs, It was as if my brain had been washed. Ah, so this is what “brain-washing” is really supposed to mean! For almost 12 days,…
Christmas Update 2021
Insomniac now for many months, I guess it’s time once again to ‘speak’ up, if you will, Hanukkah past and Christmas around the corner. All told, I’ve felt pretty disassociated- weeks turn into months with little form in my calendar. Would I even pass a (mental) status test? At this point I’m not so sure.…
A food allergy story
I’ve had skin sensitivities since I was a kid - none so stressful I went to any doctor except, when I had poison ivy - all over my face and body - that swelled my lids shut. 'They' said I probably got in some smoke or something despite trying to avoid it while out in…
Seedless
Did you know, for seedless variety, plants are continuously fed aversive suppressant? However they do it to shrink the little vestigial seeds in my watermelon. Or that, without their a continuous cocktail, cell cultures can and will and do, revert back to their wild type, or natural?! [1] Healing the blueprint is what She does.…
2 August 2021
Dear Mr. President, I know it is very important for you serving our country to do the right thing, in the long run, for the American populace and her as a republic. Clearly with Mr. Trump, our ideals and mission as nation were sorely tested. Though I believe much good will come as we grapple…
Here’s a thought
Dear friends and WordPress readers, If you like my postings please share them. Though please don't call them your own necessarily. Use my words to inspire you and your loved ones- that is, if you want to -we have free will in everything. My audience used to be about 40% Chinese with the rest from…
Touched by G-d
Once you have seen or touched G-d, You are never the same – The Jews calling this gazing on the face of Keter – see Him and you’re gone. He reaches us or we Him at the end of our life's bright bright tunnel, Shining through our skin Revealing the golden karma beneath.[1] However you meet…
Brief Personal Statement (2)
Brief Personal Statement For all that is hidden and revealed, at least 600 other people carry identical strengths, focused interests, and awareness, even if for slightly different reasons- and will do it better than me. I am not special. I am my name only. How I honor that, creates my life. There are essential qualities…
What’s in a name?
Somewhere once I heard tell that if you said G-d’s name correctly, the “world would come to an end”. Or at least that’s how I remember it. No doubt I’m also reminded in the next breath, why we don’t take His name in vain or use with curses – and specifically that the tetragrammaton[1](JHVH) itself…