Air
Air is mysterious because we cannot see or touch it – yet it is there. Birds can fly. Clouds sit in the sky. Stars and planets drift above us at night.
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Air always changes, at least if you look up, you may see, the clouds are never the same. Each time the sky looks ~ different. Unlike the earth which seems much more solid.
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Air and changing skies have inspired poets with ideas of simultaneity, levity, and cyclic patterning – and vector- directed energy, from the flow of the cirr(i)us flying high about nimbus.
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Air wants to spread out and escape and be free to go anywhere- to get away -as far as statistically possible -from its closest molecules. Although air likes to bounce off its neighbors- not self, particularly. The self ones are ~evenly spaced away and electronically stable – with each molecules complement of 8 electrons in outermost shell.
Nonetheless, collisions with non-self brings entanglement- sometimes results in a butterfly effect. Coupled with radiation, ‘stable molecules’ can form ionized gases. This with extra water and heat, can lead to some exciting weather!
Heavier vs lighter, air is still subject to gravity.
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Through air, sound spreads invisibly- away from the source of percussion. Force of utterance creates direction and magnitude of sound’s pressure waves.
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Before sounds are shared, air must be percussed. Air carries Word.
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From force my throat and tongue make as I exhale my breath enunciating, mantras from my lips can be received by your ears (which might be open or closed).
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Once uttered, I have no control of how you hear them, let alone if receive my intended meaning. Nor Vice-versa- your words to me either.
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We use our words-sounds expressing cravings and aversion to do our dharma of chores, tasks, and obligations. Why else would one speak? [1]
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Here, our “please” and “thank-you”s serve as tiny buffers- especially to those we really care about. They are words easy to say and matter (a lot) deep down to both utterer and listeners -those in your outer circles of school, office, party – your inner circle of friends, family, and lover(s)- and you most!
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The more the more genuine [2]your words, – the more they will benefit you. Soma knows when you are groveling or not; over a life, your words affect you the most. She knows if you’re telling the truth.
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Acknowledging receipt of a thing you have been given, saying our, “thank yous”, honors IAM’s flame, and reinforces dignities. In a perfect world, there’d be a little bow at the end. Why should anyone go out of their way to give you anything anyway? Just because you paid a certain fee, doesn’t guarentee attentive service….
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Thinking about air mystically, Air embodies change brought on by thoughts – electromagnetic neural firings as we ponder on flashes of insight to questions that continually lurk, in the deep subconscious – like, ‘who am I’ or ‘why am I here?’ that get triggered, somehow.
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Even if you don’t have much change in your life, your mitochondria want you to move – change position- and especially to move from a thing displeasing.
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Repeatedly putting oneself in painful situations signals to body- you’re trapped or not listening. Forgive all you want, but eschew those who insult (in-sul-t= bringing sully into your Tao/Tav)! Else your body will find by any means necessary, a way to get out of returning- be it a migraine, stomach ache, or perhaps an accident.
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Mammals in the wild do nothing but work and move, even if ambling when feeding, unless resting.. this is what hu(e)-mans are made to do too and they don’t go back to dangerous places (for them).
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Air is what we intimately share with non-selves in immediate enclosures. Stirred by our voices, air creates directed waves of change in our intermolecular air space.
Special spaces, such as school or office, where individuals are drawn to congregate, but are personally unlike and with little reason to mix, require special etiquette- private laws- to function well. This is a definition of privilege.
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It turns out, rules at home may not apply tthere. For these spaces, you must learn a ~new set.
Your Psych self, ‘just’ feels (intrinsically), ‘this is not home’. And at first is alert, ~uncomfortable, already, just being there! (Or maybe, very relieved- as it was my case!)
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For some, rules are way different than you had been lead to believe they “should” be – especially the further removed your apparant status is from your rarified ‘space’ organizers[3].
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Here is where privilege really stands out. Being taught all the ‘private’ laws, already, at home or from a connection, is getting a head start for sure -in the finite game of finite successes.
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The thing is, there are infinite groupings of ‘private law’ bubbles, when you really consider the number of echelons –within a given system. Forms and structures in manifestation each have their own Kabbalah.
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So to be really invested in any one bubble of privilege especially UBER ALLES, is ridiculous.
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When honored, privilege supports a functional mission’s whole- and gives one earned rewards. Or at least that is often a stated expectation – if not promise.
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Places of conformity, like schools and offices, tend to put people into boxes and pigeonholes.
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When first learning one’s strengths- especially beyond a family, this is a start. With our natural data sorting (left) brain- once defined by data, a picture is born. As we get “sorted”, our waveforms flatten in conformity as we grow into expectations –we get steered. Our soul must start somewhere.
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Maybe conforming isn’t “healthy” for the spirit. Conforming might feel like quenching. Yet conforming teaches us our strengths and weaknesses. Forces us out of our home spheres, to create experiences necessary to trust and grow beyond one’s comfort zone(s).[4]
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In a pressured conforming environment, one finds a niche. Right then and there, a (baby) rut is born! Not bad, not good, we must to navigate the bubbles of inclusion, and exclusion. Some of which can seem pretty hairy. Once mastered, we then can get into a groove.
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This is needed for your next bubble inclusion ‘grouping’, not unlike Wordle logic- where solutions materialize out of pixels from parts of words you guessed.
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Public school and work, both require transport- a way to get from home and back.
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With school, you must walk or have a being (‘parent’- figure) to get you there- such as bus or carpool. Requiring coordination agreements and time tables- someone with more power than you- must invest in you and your learning.
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It is up to you to sit quietly, once there.
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Until you walk in the teacher’s shoes, may your questions reflect curiosity and utterances stay on topic.
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If you aren’t willing to conform to your privileged status quo, please don’t go to that particular school or office – lest you be distraction and disruptive. As long as the boss is the same, a situation tends to stay static.
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Education[5] and being given a job, are both privileges, not rights.
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Too much air, like too many changes, dries and thickens bonds at the same time it is otherwise destructive. Consider how with social straining, such as a war, tribal relations accrue power, pruning loyalties clarifies responsibilities instead of favoring branches.
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Stress of drought, reduction of water’s e-motion, forces plants to go to seed, the cell turning on defensive machinery from changes away from optimal, have early and increased fertility, why not in humans too? “Science” is starting to suggest this already.
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Recall we are speaking about our ‘processing’ subconscious. Too much change dries one’s tendrils of curiosity- forces going into response/responsibility mode instead of forward -with whatever it was you choose to better yourself.
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Good me-dicine when going through stressful changes is quietly holding space (listening) or physically spending time back-to-back with a beloved.]
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Another musing on Air:
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Air is a mixture of gases, each with their own “activity”[7], dust – sand’s silicone micro-sheets, carbon-based micro and nano-plastics[8], and smoke– ash particles with combustion’s water vapor and evaporated water from an underlying body of water.
Air is 78% Nitrogen, 21% Oxygen, .9%Argon, and the rest of gases are minuscule (CO2 is like .008% – at sea level). This corresponds to partial pressures at sea level of 593 mm Hg for nitrogen, 160mm mm HG for oxygen, 7.6 mm Hg for argon and .25mmHg for CO2. You read that right, 0.25mmHG.
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In our blood and tissues, the partial pressures of O2 are between 40 – 100 mmHg and CO2 40- 46 mmHg.[9]
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Each kind of air molecule, has its not only heavy to light quality but too, it’s charge stability.
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Normally we have a silica ‘shield’ from tiniest sand particles- extends 5,000-15,000 ft. in elevation which stretches over vast tracts of land and water in bands. The one from Saharan Africa dumps 60 tons of dust/year on the sea and North America.
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With micro-, nano-, (and even smaller sizes) of plastic, particles of colored or opaque condensed carbons (from fossil fuel polymer production- including plastic bags, cosmetic scrub beads, and modal polyester fabrics), we now have a carbon-based ‘shield’ too, that is new in the last 150 years.
Carbon is an order of magnitude lighter than silicate (sand is mainly silicon dioxide) – it would be expected these particles will reach much higher atmospheric heights.
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Unlike Sand, with iron inclusions that do serve to reflect and reduce sun’s plasma and heat exposure to land, nanoplastics fused carbons (with dyes and stabilizers) collect infrared radiation – warm. Filling our earth’s atmospheres[10], could this plastic create some kind of lens effect?
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An interesting idea might be- could some temperature increase of global warming and climate change be from this rising veil of nanoplastics?
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The answer is yes, according to some scientific research.[11]
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(From my mystic view, thinking of plastic as a derivative of ancestors, its as if the ancestors are blocking our ability to ‘cool’- which may not be far from a version of the truth)[12].
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Without air, we suffocate quickly. CO2 concentration, already 80 times higher than air at sea level, builds up. We become narcoleptic. That is, thoughts slow, we go to sleep, and breathing eventually stops- if we aren’t awakened- staying al(l)-one. Left alone, death can ensue…(This is not good, not bad, spirit’s going through a portal).
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Without changes, we tend to protect our inner weavings, our be-liefs- and karmic patterns. Our rut’s berms mount.
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The more fresh-air-free (stagnant) an environment is, the easier it is for our groove to form ruts and quagmires.
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Thank goodness school is for but a few years!
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(Office experiences sadly, are not so temporally discreet- many stay in a job for longer.)
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Without change, how can we learn we are infinitely adaptable as waveform hu(e)-man governing vessel of soul song[13]?
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We need go through them to prove Her importance, and our mettle.
*** May changes in your life be gentle![14]
[1] Words come in response to feelings based on receptive perceptions- are formulated into articulation, said as vocalized, and then heard by one’s own ears as spoken.
Your recipient only gets to hear them- unless they’re stoop-ed enough to record and replay! Subconsciously they ‘hear’ where it came from in your body- whether heart or otherwise.
[2] Genu-ine- on your knee
[3] As teachers might feel they’ve ‘been through’ your age, they may believe they understand your experience – and can see beyond it. Perhaps this makes them feel superior. Hopefully they are teaching what they love – and providing a helpful framework for your future filings.
Since it seems every day, we learn new things making much of what we thought we knew, obsolete-the actual content is not so important.
[4] Thinking of comfort zones in term’s of heart’s safety, we might have different approaches to acquaintance, friend, child, lover, and self- coaching and chiding. We can improve with any one of them. I think of them as color-coded, white, gold, pink and red (with white again, on the inside).
[5] E-duc-ation – to lead one away from (their duck-self (duchy).) to lead someone out of themselves, a student must be willing to be taught.
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[7] As gases, main ones are NO2 and O2. Each with the own conductive and electron stability (or excitability).
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[9] I understand climate change is real, but from CO2 elevation, hmm???
[10] Microplastics been measured deep in core samples from Greenland and Antarctica. In the Alps, some nanoplastics and microplastics have been traced from sources over a thousand miles away. Smaller ones will cross into our lung interstitium’s tissues and vasculature.
[11] Oct.20, 2021 issue of Scientific American reports on this very issue of global warming from nanoplastics.
[12] Plastics come from oil. Oil comes from carboniferous deposits of flora and fauna’s forebears- our ancestors that walked here. We are becoming our ancestors as plastic permeates us. The sooner we listen to them, the sooner we can benefit from our future.
[13] Your soul song are the slowly toned vowels in your full name (or whatever part you choose), even the silent ones. Try saying all of them once in a while – not just the ones in said in a nickname. You will feel so much better. (Then say your full name 3x -to get grounded in reality of your personal vessel of consonant.)
[14] There are no mistakes or accidents but tendencies and spirals- that eventually meet their ‘matches’ resulting in colliding realities.
