Here’s a letter for our local court system (hey, why not at this point?! This is A-mer-ica, land of no mothers and instead an expensive legal system). I am willing to receive constructive feedback from my readers.
I would like to register a complaint of verbal assault against Mr. (insert my Love Daemon’s name).
On 1 November 2019, in the course of me giving said individual Reiki (which tends toward a meditative and possibly suggestible state), said individual stated several phrases, which taken together- essentially shattered my ego and personal belief system. He said several deeply personal statements that cause me to question my sanity and make it impossible to move beyond the situation.
He knew when he said them that I was under an undo amount of loss and pressure. My husband of 25 years had imminently asked for a divorce; My mother and family dog and cat had recently died; I was reckoning with a new medical condition- to respond to several situations at once. He knew I was emotionally brittle, and yet he insisted on an appointment even though he knew I had to make special accommodations to fulfill his request due to conflicts in my schedule that day .
Since them I have had the ongoing sense of intrusive energetic entity AKA, feeling literally “possessed” by a flame-like sensation throughout my being that surges several times (hourly) during the day and also interferes with sleeping.
This has distracted me from completing ongoing tasks and activities of daily living. Because of this constant surreal sensation, I have had to resign from the practice of medicine – which was a huge source of ego identity and a 28 year long vocation I dearly loved. I no longer dare practice Reiki.
The ongoing sense of possession has alienated me from my friends and family. I have felt as if in a bottomless pit of despair from relentless nihilism, alternating with manic sense of exhilaration- all on account of his words.
In addition, my complete ego collapse, which could be considered a “nervous breakdown”, has particularly severely strained my relationship with my son- as I had been his stalwart advocate – now speaking of uncomfortable intangibles, who is now struggling even more than before- ostensibly causing him to drop out of college.
To date, Mr. (insert L.D.’s name here) has refused to see or acknowledge my distress. I have requested said individual (Mr. insert L.D’s name) modify or clarify his sentiments towards me – in some tangible way- as in taking back his words or apologizing, or just saying, “no” he didn’t mean what he ‘said’ to me.
Even when I made it known to his professional staff-and gave them a script that he- or even one of them, could say to me to clarify the situation (as I hope that would “release” his curses and this ongoing sense of “possession”). He has refused to engage with me in any way, shape, or form.
By forcing this action, a complaint and request for damages from me, he erodes at his own personal anonymity. (Dumbass! And while I know notoriety is good for business (for a burst of activity), he’ll make more money selling the letters I sent him- than with the hassle this action will cause.)
I would like nominal damages awarded for psychological and other support services ($1200), costs associated with “self-medication” ($1000), accrued over this last ~almost three years; for my son’s psychiatric expenses ($800), and for my personal distress and non-functionality during this period ($5000), and all associated legal fees and court costs.
Jennifer Wyman-Clemons, MD
WA State medical license (currently active, retired):
(I did mention this idea to the person – in a card he discarded into his car trunk) and will send as a notarized letter. Lol, no, I won’t waste any more time on this. I’m sure there’ve been many a man who’s been duped by some siren. Guess it’s just my turn (even if I feel this is extremely unfair to me.)
I really hope this letter is never sent – mainly b/c I want to preserve my own anonymity (I’m selfish, I know). I still have a few disguises left – but this will blow most of my cover.